mainly for kenzmaloley
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smut
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"Y/N!...Y/N wait!" You heard from behind you but you didn't stop because you weren't in the mood to talk to the person that was calling you.
You were hoping that Nate your...well you didn't know what he was at a the moment but you knew what you wanted him to be; would give up and just get the message to leave you alone at the moment But just as you got to your hotel room he had caught up to you.
"Y/N I know you heard me calling you" he said catching up to you and grabbing your arm and turning you around to face him.
You looked down not wanting him to see you crying over what just happened "I did but...just please leave me alone" you were begging you just wanted to go inside your room and cry "Why are you crying? And what are you doing here?" He asked you.
You finally managed to look up "I don't know...look I'll be fine just go back to where you were before I came and ruined your fun" you had been bored and lonely at home since all your other friends had boyfriends or plans already you thought that maybe you should surprise him while he was on tour but apparently you thought wrong since when you got here he didn't seem even a little happy to see you. Maybe you were trying too hard to get Nate to see you as more than just a friend with benefits.
"You came all the way here, I'm not gunna pretend you're not, I just don't get it did we talk about this? Did I forget?" Nate didn't want you here. You shook your head "No you didn't, I wanted to surprise you but clearly it was a dumb idea so I'm gunna try to get a flight for tomorrow" you turned around and opened the door and went inside unaware that he caught the door before it closed and followed you in.
You sat on the bed "Why are you still here?" "Because I'm confused you just showed up and now you're crying" he sat down next to you, you wanted to tell him the truth but you were to scared of more rejection "I am happy to see you, if you didn't think so" he said making you look up "but before it didn't seem like you were" "You caught me off guard that's it, if you would have mentioned it when we talked I would have had time to get excited about seeing you" "So...you aren't mad or annoyed?" "No" "Oh..." well you felt stupid now.
"Why would I be mad? Now that you're here you can help me with my...problems" he told you and then tried to kiss you but you turned away, as much as you would be down, to go down you didn't wanna do this anymore knowing that you had feelings for him "That's another reason why I'm here..." he was confused "You didn't come to see me?" "I did but um I don't think we should...um do that anymore" "Why not?" you got up "Well um..." everyone kept telling you that you needed to tell Nate how you felt but you were tired of being rejected and you didn't wanna lose him as a friend.
"Well um I mean I really want to but-" "but what? Come on just tell me" he told you while pulling you by your waist so that you were standing in between his legs. You hesitated "I came here because I was lonely everyone else was busy doing whatever and I really missed you and..." You stopped letting the panic take over.
"Please tell me you aren't pregnant" Nate asked looking up at you and you just couldn't help but laugh "No, I'm not" he let out a relived sigh "Okay then tell me what's got you so upset like this?" He squeezed your waist as a sign of encouragement "This is going to ruin everything but I just need to tell you that...I'm in love with you" you finally said out loud.
You stayed in silence and you could feel the tears coming back "Please say something" you said hopefully loud enough for him to hear. He let go of your waist "sit" he told you and you listened and straddled him burying your face in his shoulder feeling a little relieved when he hugged you.
"You're in love with me?" Nate asked and you nodded "I don't wanna just have sex anymore; I want it mean something" "What else do you want?" "I want you to be my...boyfriend I don't wanna share you" "If that's what you want then that's what you'll get, come here" he fell back on the bed taking you with him and kissed you and it was so much different than any other time.
After a few seconds you pulled away "Y-You feel the same?" "Yeah, I just didn't wanna hurt you and I still don't" "You won't, just don't make me share you" "You never had to, I couldn't be with anyone else without feeling like I was cheating" you smiled and kissed him "Tell me you love me" "I love you so much Y/N" After that you sat up and pulled your shirt off and he groaned "God I've missed you" then flipped you over.
Nate groaned and pulled away and said "This is all about you tonight" You both smiled and he leaned down to kiss you again. He begins to palm your breast and you let out a little moan. He reaches for your back and searches for the hook of your bra to take off.
He kisses down your body and reaches for the hem of your pants and begins to look at you while he unzips your pants. He then takes your underwear off and you can feel his breath fanning over the area you need him the most. "Tell me what you want, baby" "You, I want you" You then begin to scream in pleasure as he takes two fingers and rubs them on your clit while he lays his tongue flat on your vagina
After you reach the big O you pull him up to your face and begin kissing him. You can nearly taste yourself on his tongue
He pulls away and takes his pants off and you gasp at his length. He lets out a chuckle and says "Nothing you aren't use too". He pulls out a condom from his wallet and begins to roll it on to his cock. He whispers asking if you're okay and you kiss him letting him know the answer is yes. He slides in slowly and you both begin to moan.
After you both reach your climax, he puts his head on your chest. "I love you so much." "I'll never get tired of hearing that" "So...I'm your man now huh?" you nodded "Yes, mine and only mine" And with that said you both fall asleep.
