Last Days Of Love|| KTH FF✅

Chapter 25

⟨⟨Y/N⟩⟩

I came into my room and sat on my bed. Tears were continuously rolling down my eyes. I was feeling extremely guilty for what happened. I didn't knew that Taehyung was spice intolerant. I had added so much spice that Amelia had to gulp glasses of water. What if Taehyung had eaten more than that. Did I really tried to harm the person who is the reason that I am alive. Did I really tried to kill the person whom I love? How will I forgive myself after creating a mistake like this? I don't deserve his care, when I myself was on the way to harm him.

He still didn't say anything and was going to happily have it knowing it is nothing less than poison for him.

⟨⟨A/N⟩⟩

As the thoughts clouded y/n's mind she couldn't stop blaming herself thinking about the worst. Taehyung slowly entered the room and his heart broke immediately when he heard her sobs. He just wanted to see her smile. That was the reason he didn't say anything.

He kneeled down infront of y/n making her look up. Her eyes held pain and guilt. It was clear she was blaming herself and still Taehyung was there to console her.

Before Taehyung could say anything y/n spoke,

"Don't say anything Tae. Why are you here to console me? You know I don't deserve that. I deserve nothing. I deserve these tears and pain that I am feeling. You were the first person who has been by my side for so long and look at me , I can't even give you a proper gift. You take so much care of me, making sure I have no problem in anything and look at me. I messed up so bad. I can never forgive myself." Y/N said getting up from the bed and Taehyung stood up to.

He saw her leaving the room so he immediately held her wrist stopping her from going.

"Where do you think you are going, y/n?" Tae asked as right now even he felt like crying. He might look tough from outside but he can't see his love blaming herself for something like this.

<Tae>

I don't know why she is blaming herself. She has so many questions in her mind I know. I know I should have said her how much I love her a long time back but I don't think there's any right time than this. I saw how she stopped crying looking like she was dead from inside. I felt my heart shattering into pieces. I can't let her go. I have to stop her. Do I really need to say her how much I love her like this?

I never imagined the condition will be like this but she needs to know why I didn't say anything. Why I want to keep quite. Why her happiness matters more than anything for me. I can't keep it a secret anymore.

⟨⟨A/N⟩⟩

Y/N looked back at Taehyung, she wasn't crying anymore. Instead she had a smile that was full of pain.

"Tae, you are really very nice. You have taken care of someone like me. I don't think someone does so much for any of their friend. But anyways you don't deserve someone as careless as me Tae. Thank you for letting me stay in your house. Thank you for letting me know how it feels to have a family even if it's for a little time. Thank you so much. But now let me go. Let me go Tae. I can't live with you. I don't deserve to."

Taehyung slowly cupped y/n's cheeks and made her look at his eyes.

"Why are you being like this y/n? I said na I can do anything for you. I know you didn't want to harm me intentionally. Even if you did I would have accepted it happily. You know I can die happily for you."

"Exactly Tae, why? Why would you? I am no one to you Tae. Amelia is right. I am just a poor stranger you met coincidentally. Don't tell me you don't feel sympathetic for me. You met me when I almost got beaten to death. You saved me because you were a good friend. You said you wanted to be friends with me because you had no friends, which was clearly a lie. You do have brother like friends. You are from such a wealthy family. Then why did you become my friend? Clearly it's because you sympathise me. You came like my guardian angel and I was the reason you could have got harmed. So let me go Tae. I am doing it for your happiness."

"Stop it. Stop y/n. You are hurting me. Stop it." Taehyung said still not leaving y/n. He held her with his two hands wrapping her forehead securely and he attached them together and they both were breathing heavily as the emotions were taking over them completely.

"For once, just for once look in my eyes. Do you really see nothing in them? Look at these eyes that are shedding tears. You know for whom? For you. You know I bought this house recently for whom? For you. You know these all maids I have appointed for whom? For you. This house has the biggest security ever, you know for whom? For you." Taehyung said as his tears finally managed to leave his eyes.

Even y/n got confused as why would he do such things for her.

"Yes, it's true I lied. I lied that I wanted you as a friend. I lied that I don't know that whether I love someone. I lied everytime I said that I did all of these for you because you were my friend. I lied. But not because I pity you or sympathise you. I didn't lie there so that you can be happy just for nothing."

"Then why did you?" Y/N said still not getting Taehyung's point.

"Because I love you. Yes, yes, yes I know I am in love with someone and that's none other than you. Only and only you."