Last Days Of Love|| KTH FF✅

Chapter - 38

(Y/N's pov)

As the light fell on my eyes directly I squinted them waking up from a deep slumber. I saw Tae who was lying beside me. He looked so good as the moon light was covering his face. He was sleeping hugging me. His presence itself gives so much comfort to me. I suddenly started getting flashbacks of what happened in the afternoon.

As soon as the incidents crossed my mind I could feel getting goosebumps. My head spins by the thought. The splashes of blood covering my hand. That look in his eyes that creeped me out. I could feel my mouth getting dry. Suddenly the beautiful dream was getting converted into a dreadful nightmare. I can feel myself getting trapped into it.

Those eyes, they were same. That night, I couldn't forget till now. I wanted to scream, shout and ask for help. But I felt weak. I felt naive. Too naive to handle a situation like that. I cannot stop the tears anymore as they roll down my cheeks, that one night filled with horror and misery of my life was back.

I could feel movements beside me, I can feel someone calling my name, probably Tae. But I have lost my ability to sense anything. To respond and to even make any further movements.

My heart beat raised, as I could not feel my breath anymore. My lungs were not being able to hold anymore oxygen as I try to breathe.

"Inhale love. Please." That's what I could hear. The familiar deep voice, I know who it is. Tae, please save me. I wanted to say that but I couldn't.

I was being unable to keep my eyes open anymore but I still tried to look around me. Hazy, very hazy as if covered with fog but I still saw his face. I was atleast in the right place with the right person. That's when the memory flashed again.

(Triggering scene ahead, don't read if you're uncomfortable or under 18 🔞🔞)

He held my hands tightly pushing me on the bed . I screamed at the top of my lungs. "Uncle, Aunty. Please save me." I felt so miserable when that man almost double of my size started kissing me on my neck. I started moving my hands and legs and so he slapped me.

He slapped so bad that I almost saw stars. My vision got blurred. But that demon didn't stop even at that. He tore apart my dress. I could do nothing. Just laid there lifeless. Tears, guilt and misery was the only thing left with me. Only one thing, if I was a bit more stronger.

It pained, it felt my body was tearing apart but nothing was more than the mental pain I felt that day. What was my fault? I never wanted anything bad to happen to anyone. Only if I had tried to fight a bit longer. But I couldn't. Not because I was scared, what else can anyway scare a girl more than her dignity getting snatched away. That day I lost my will to live and finally accepted that disease.

(Can continue from here🔞🔞)

As those painful memories stopped I saw Tae's face for the last time. I don't want to give up but I am tired to fight any longer. I am tired of trying. I am tired of accepting everything cruel happening to me in the name of fate.

I closed my eyes even though I could hear Tae's faint voice calling my name, my body was too weak to answer it at any way.

(Taehyung pov)

I never realised when I fell asleep beside y/n taking care of her. I already had her personal doctor ready. I don't know why but it felt she was in a vulnerable state already and she was going through a lot.

I woke up when I felt movements. I looked up and my eyes shot opened as I sat up holding my love. It was clear from her state that she was having a severe panick attack. She was trembling, tears continuously rolling down her eyes and she was trying very hard to breathe. She was abruptly inhaling air as much as possible.

My mind was going blank so I tried to calm down her, trying to tell her sweet words but I failed. It was clear she was not being able to hear me anymore. I called for the doctor immediately but before the doctor would reach she fainted in my arms which made me worried.

I shook her body, caressing her hair but she didn't responded at all.

The doctor along with the nurse entered quite immediately. They very soon had her one hand attached with a drip while fixed an oxygen mask. I saw her heart rate in the monitor which was clearly quite low. Very soon my room was filled with two expert doctors and a few nurses , staffs setting up all arrangements. It didn't take much time but every minute was precious.

"Mr. Kim, her state is deteriorating. If she doesn't gets her consciousness back in the next 24 hours, I fear she will never wake up again."

He's lying right? That can't be happening to her. I know my y/n said she will fight for her life.

(A/n pov)

Taehyung grabbed the doctor's collar harshly shaking him, his face showed anger frustration moreover a power to kill him at any moment.

"Tell me it's a lie. She was good just a moment back. How can she be like this in such a short time."

"M-mr. Kim, please try to relax. She is an ill person. Today or tomorrow she had to leave this world. Her health deteriorated because of the panick attack. It had affected her brain a lot. Her disease is not a slow poison, it's just she has been god gifted to live so long. If it was not for that, she couldn't have come upto here. But I think her body is not being able to handle it anymore. Next 24 hours, only a miracle can save her." As soon as the doctor finished Taehyung's hold on the doctor's collar got tighter choking him.

"S.T.O.P I. K.N.O.W. S.H.E. W.I.L.L B.E. O.K.A.Y."
Taehyung said stressing on every single letter he's pronouncing and the doctor started coughing loudly because of the choke hold.

"Leave him Tae, what are you doing?" Another voice echoed the room, it was Jimin and followed by other members and his parents. Jimin and Jungkook pulled Taehyung away from the doctor somehow, even though he was in a mood to destroy everything and everyone.

"LEAVE ME, HE SAID MY Y/N WILL DIE. SHE WILL NEVER LEAVE ME. SHE PROMISED SHE WILL NEVER." Taehyung screamed, his voice cracked every passing moment, the deep loud voice sent shivers down everyone present in the room. He was completely turned into a beast, such a beast whom no one can control.

He pushed Jimin and Jungkook going towards y/n and held her hand, trying to wake her up.

"Y/N THEY ARE SAYING YOU WILL LEAVE ME. YOU WON'T RIGHT? RIGHT Y/N. Y/N WAKEUP PLEASE, WAKEUP. YOU PROMISED YOU WILL FIGHT. Y/N!!!!" Taehyung started screaming like a mad person trying to wake y/n, his mother sobbed seeing her son behaving like that.

Everyone present there got so surprised seeing him like that, no matter what Taehyung was never that kind of man. He might be scary but he always kept his calm in difficult situations.

Suddenly everyone heard the beep sound of heart monitor going at a high speed indicating her heart was not beating at a steady pace and could stop at any moment.

"MOVE, WE ARE LOSING HER."