⚠️Trigger warning blood and cuts⚠️
Heeseung ran as fast as he good to the skating rink. Something bad had to if happened, and he cant leave Sunghoon alone at a time like this
When heeseung got to the rink he ran inside and there Sunghoon was..
But he wasn't left in the same way Riki had left him...
There he was laying on the ice
blood splattered all over him and the ice...
There was one ice skate still on his foot, but on the other. One one was missing as heeseung kept look there was the other skate. Layed right next to his body, and Sunghoon's arm complely slashed and stabbed by the skate's blade.
"SUNGHOON" Heeseung cried out as he ran to the younger and dropped down next to him
"WAKE UP. PLEASE" Heeseung pled as he cried trying to tap the youngers face and listen for a heart beat
"Im still alive.." Sunghoon speaks out with his eyes closed and tears still running down his face
"S-sunghoon.. What the fuck."
"Sorry."
"What the fuck happened for you to decide that slicing your arm open was a good idea."
"I just wanna see them one last time." He defitnelly was not in his complete right mind.
"Sunghoon shut the fuck up. Your not allowed to leave." Heeseung says crying
"I have a competition to win first. And i still have to get into Nationals, then i can rest.." Sunghoon sadly smiled as he opens his eyes slowly.
"What happened." Heeseung asks as he lays down and hugs the younger's chest
"Same thing that happens every year... I don't know if i can do it anymore to be honest Heeseung."
"What do you mean? your not going to-"
"Not yet.. I just-" He sighs
"Im just tired.. y'know? This happens every time, someone knew joins. then i finally get close enough and feel comfortable... and then-"
"It all goes wrong?" Heeseung finishes for Sunghoon
"Yeah.. Its always a birthday that comes up.. or their anniversary, or my grandfather calling to tell me that everything happened because of me.. I cant keep doing this. I don't like lashing out at people." Sunghoon says with a few more tears falling down his face
"And Riki-"
"It will be okay.. He will comeback." Heeseung says
"no.." Sunghoon says as he furrows his brows
"no, because he- he, said the same thing my grandfather did."
"What?" Heeseung furrows his brows as he lifts himself up to look at Sunghoon
"The thing about how he doesnt understand how people tolerates me, and also about my heart.."
"Sunghoon.. You know as much as everyone jokes about your heart-"
"no."
"What?" Heeseung asks
"They were right."
"no-"
"yeah they were... I really am just a cold-hearted asshole.. And thats okay, i always have. And i always will. It wont change anything, no matter if i fake it or not i cant change change the memories, of my parents death. And i cant change my path. Maybe i was made for this all to happen to me.. Maybe it was just my destiny to be the one cold hearted freak who lost his parents. And maybe its just my destiney to have to complete what my parents wanted, to finally be at peace."
"Hoon.. thats not-"
"Its okay, I like it that way. Being alone is for the best." Sunghoon fake smiles
"Your not alone hoon you have us.."
"They hate me now?" Sunghoon asks as he looks Heeseung in the eyes
"They just need some time.. Some of them are still a bit off from yesterday. But today when they saw Ni-ki crying... It just kinda set them off" Heeseung says honestly as he looks at Sunghoons arm
"Good." Sunghoon smiles
Heeseung take his school button up off and takes Sunghoons arm to start rapping the bloody arm to apply pressure. they would get him cleaned up at the nurse's later
"Good?" Heeseung asks
"Good. Dont let them change their thought.. Let them stay mad, I dont want to hurt them again."
"Y'know i cant do that."
"But you can.. I dont expect to see them at my competition this weekend so... If they show up then i guess i will try to just be a different version of my self-"
"What if they don't?"
"then thats the end.." Sunghoon smiles sadly
"It doesn't have to be" Heeseung says as he grabs Sunghoon's face and wipes his tears
"I dont want to hurt them anymore.. This happens every year, and they don't deserve that. They dont need a friend like me. Make sure they are happy and safe for me, will you?"
"You're not going to do anything stupid after this competition are you?" heeseung says scared as he looks Sunghoon in the eyes
"I Have to finish what they wanted first. Then i can figure out what path i take next."
"So thats it? You perform at nationals? And if your not better you ruin the rest of your life? What about the olympics? That was your dream before they left.. They said they wanted you to make it too."
"Yeah but their true dream was for me to make it to Nationals and place number 1. I'll see how i feel then. Either way its just championship finals, if i win this then i go on to Nationals. I still have some time to decide."
"I wont let you rest."
"thanks?" Sunghoon looks away
"no. Sunghoon look me in the eyes." He says as he grabs Sunghoon's face
"Im not letting you go down that road. Im not letting you leave me. Your my best fucking friend and I need you in my life. You cant just win Nationals and die. I wont allow it."
Sunghoon says with a straight face but tears still falling "thanks hyung."
"Can you help me up? I kinda sprained my wrist last night... And stabbed the same arm" Sunghoon says as he looks away
"yeah.. Lets get you to the nurses.. Do you have a hoodie we can both change into tho, we look like i murdered you and yo came back to life." Heeseung says as he helps sunghoon out of his other skate then stand up
"I have one hoodie. You can borrow it, i already look like shit so its okay." Sunghoon says
"thanks"
"How are we gonna clean this up though" Sunghoon questions
"i'll come clean it later. You need to rest to perform at finals, its in 3 days and you havent slept at all, and its showing." Heeseung says as he drags Sunghoon out of the rink
"Your not gonna do that.. Also just take me back to my dorm, i have some stuff to clean up. If you take me to the nurse they'll cancel my performance for the Finals
"Fine.."
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They walked to Sunghoon's dorm, getting a lot of weird looks from other students. The blood on either of them defitnely wasn't pleasing to the other students.
"Lets get this blood off you and all these cuts and the stab would cleaned too.. But after the competition, I want to take you to the Hospital to get it stitched, you legit stabbed you arm with an ice skate. What were you thinking..."
"Thats the problem.. I wasn't" he says
'all i could think about was how I hurt Riki.' Sunghoon thinks
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