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so dont go, oh, no, just stay

"I don't know what to do guys."
Felix sighed.

right after felix left the bookstore, he and Chan went into his house and texted Han and jeongin to come too for an emergency meeting.

felix was now sitting on his couch, Han and Jeongin listening with their eyes wide.

"you're telling me that hwang hyunjin confessed to you?" han said, still in shock.

felix nodded.
"I don't know what should I do."
he sighed.

Chan was sitting on the couch next to Felix, looking down.
this definitely wasn't how he imagined this night to end.

he wanted to confess his feelings for felix and finally get it out of his chest, but he couldn't.

why?

because someone else confessed their feelings for felix already.

the worse part tho, is that Chan couldn't do anything.
he couldn't confess to felix right now.
not when felix was trying to collect his thoughts.
he couldn't do that to him.
he couldn't confuse him even more.

he just had to suck it up.

Chan sighed, which didn't go unnoticed by jeongin.

"is something wrong, Chan hyung?"
he asked.

Chan looked at jeongin and gave him a reassuring smile.
"nope, don't worry, everything is okay. I just can't believe Felix's situation."
he said, giving the best excuse he could think of, which was enough for jeongin.

"I really don't know what to do now guys."
Felix said, burying his head in his hands.

"the important question is if you like him back."
Han said, looking at felix.

"I....i don't know. I mean, when he took me to the theater, and he placed his hands on my waist, I could feel this weird sensation rushing through my body, and when we kissed, it felt so natural and just right. I'm just so confused."
felix sighed.

Chan sat there, absolutely stunned.
he didn't know that hyunjin took Felix to a theater.
What was worse, was the fact he didn't even know felix and hyunjin had kissed.
I mean, yeah, Han mentioned that hyunjin took felix out for a date, but this was so much different than what he expected.

it just made him wonder how many things he didn't know yet.

"how come I didn't know about this?"
Chan said, trying to join the conversation so that he wouldn't concentrate on his own thoughts.

"I didn't tell you? oh, I'm so sorry channie hyung, I really thought I told you."
felix said, actually looking at Chan with apologetic eyes.

Chan gave felix a small smile.
how could he be even mad at this adorable boy?
"it's okay, don't worry, I'm glad that I found out."

felix returned the smile, before Han spoke:
"so, what do you intend to do now?"

felix sighed.
"I'm not sure. like, maybe I feel some attraction towards him, but I don't know if I like him."

Han nodded.
"okay, let's do it this way. tell me all the things you like about hyunjin."

felix looked at Han confused, before he actually started to think.
"well, I like how gentle he is with me. he's really good at listening and you can literally speak about anything with him. he's also really caring. when we're together, he's doing everything he can to put smile on my face, and his smile is also really adorable. his whole personality is just bright and really cool at the same time, which makes him an amazing company. I really like his eyes too."
Felix said, with a big smile on his face.

Chan looked down.
but I do these things too felix, didn't you notice?

Han and Jeongin looked at each other, smiling, before looking at felix.
"felix, you're talking about him like he's the best person on this planet."

Han nodded.
"and now tell me, do you feel this way about me and jeongin too? or are your feelings for us and your feelings for him different?"

felix thought for a second, before his eyes widened.

he didn't feel the same way about Han or jeongin and hyunjin.

he liked han like a friend, and he enjoyed spending time with him too, but with hyunjin, he felt like his feelings for him were totally different.

if Han did what hyunjin did in the theater, felix would just play along and laugh at how flirty Han was, but when hyunjin actually did it, he felt how his cheeks got redder, and he had this weird fluttering feeling in his stomach.

"oh my god...."
Felix said with a wide eyes.
"I do like him."