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and you save me

A/N: I didn't re-read this to check for any mistakes, so if there are any, I apologize

"hey, wanna have a sleepover at my house? I finally decided to clean, so you can come over."
han said.

it was few minutes after seven, and the boys were just cleaning the coffee shop before leaving.

"I'm free."
jeongin said with a smile.

"oh, im sorry, I can't. I have plans with hyunjin."
felix said.

"oh cmon, don't tell me that you will trade your dearest friends for your boyfriend."
han said, sulking.

felix pouted.
"sorry hannie, we are going on a date tonight. I promise that we can have sleepover at your place tomorrow, okay? and we should ask chan if he wants to come too."

"deal."
han said, still sulking.

"hyung, stop sulking. you're the oldest here but still act like the youngest."
jeongin playfully rolled his eyes.

"but you still love me."
han blowed a kiss to jeongin, before he started cleaning the tables again.

"should I go ask chan if he has time for tomorrow's sleepover at your place?"
Felix asked.

han nodded.
"yeah, go."

felix took the rag and put it inside the sink, before he made his way to chans office.
he knocked on the door, before walking in.
he saw a really exhausted looking chan sitting on his chair.

"channie? are you okay?"
felix asked.

chan flinched, before sighing when he saw felix.
"yeah, im okay. is there something you need?"

"oh, yeah. we will have sleepover at Hans house tomorrow, so im here to ask you if you want to come too."
felix said with a smile.

chan nodded, returning the smile.
"yeah, I will join you if that's okay."

"of course it's okay. I feel like we are excluding you so much these times. you are our friend too, and I feel bad."
felix pouted, which only made chan laugh.

"okay then, is there something else you wanted to tell me?"

felix shook his head.
"no, not really actually."

chan nodded, and Felix was just about to leave, when chan stopped him.

"so, everything went well with.... hyunjin?"

felix nodded, a big smile forming on his face.
"yeah. it's amazing. we are going on a date today actually, im so excited. he should be picking me up here any minute."

chan nodded, not bothering to smile.
he didn't have any energy left for it.

felix looked at him, confused.
"hey...are you sure you're okay? do you want to talk?"

Chan sighed, before he looked at felix.
"felix...you're going to hate me if I say what I have in my mind right now."

Felix quickly shook his head.
"no, no, no, of course not. tell me, what's bothering you?"

chan took a deep breath.
"im not happy about you and hyunjin."

Felix's eyes widened.
why wasn't chan happy for him?
"w-why?"
he asked.

"because....because I like you, felix."

felix was looking at chan, shocked, his eyes even wider then before.
"w-what?"

chan sighed.
"im sorry. I'm so sorry for not saying it earlier, but I like you felix, I've had liked you for so long now. you're just...so kind, and adorable, that it's impossible not to fall for you. I know that...that im wrong for asking but.....will you give me a chance? I promise that I will cherish you and love you as much as I can."

felix wasn't able to find the words.
"I....chan....but....but im dating hyunjin."

"please, just give me a chance. I will spoil you, and love you the way hyunjin can't."

Felix was getting over his shock, but was now filled with anger.
"chan....i think im not making myself clear. I don't have any feelings for you, chan. im sorry, but I don't. I love hyunjin."
he said, before he left chans office.

"hey, is something wrong?"
han asked when he saw how distraught Felix walked out of chans office.

"nothing. I will see you tomorrow."
Felix said without making an eye contact, leaving the cafe.

he saw hyunjin standing in front of it.
"baby, is something wrong? you look-"

"please, let's not talk about it. let's just enjoy the date, shall we?"
Felix said with a smile, which hyunjin returned, before he kissed him, took his hand, and they left together.

chan was watching all of this from his window, feeling disappointed in himself.