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yeah everytime that we realing, it's crazy

felix was going to work with big smile on his face.

he spend the night at hyunjins, and they were talking and cuddling the whole night, watching movies.

he was a little tired, but the excitement of his new relationship made him super energetic and bubbly.

"hi innie, how are you? did you sleep well?"
felix asked, the smile never leaving his face.

"dang, you're in a good mood today. did everything go well with hyunjin?"

"well, I-"

suddenly, the door of the kitchen opened.
"I heard the name hyunjin. spill the tea darling."
Han said in his British accent.

Felix chuckled, before he pulled the two boys into the kitchen.

"speak now."
Han said, sitting on the chair, while jeongin leaned against the wall.

felix smiled when he remembered last night.

'you're so beautiful, you know that? god, I dreamed of holding you in my arms for so long, I can't believe that you're actually here, so close to me.'

"well, we went to a store and bought some ramen. it was really silent, but we somehow started talking and it was nice. we bribed the cashier to let us go eat our ramens at the rooftop, and he eventually gave in and gave us the keys. that was actually really funny."
felix chuckled, as he remembered the cashiers confused face.

"anyway, we ate our ramen, while we watched the sunset, and-"

"awwww that's adorable."
jisung and jeongin squealed together.

felix smiled.
"well, and then I confessed."

the two boys were so curious.
"and? what happened?"
Han said.

"well, we kissed."

"OH MY GOD."
Han and jeongin squealed at the same time.

felix chuckled.
"and he asked me to be his boyfriend."

"I FUCKING KNEW IT!"
han yelled, getting up from the chair and rushing to hug felix.

"I'm so happy for you lix!"
jeongin said, also joining the hug.

suddenly, the kitchen door opened.
"I heard yelling. is everything okay?"
chan asked, feeling confused when he saw the three boys hugging each other.

"oh my god chan, you wouldn't believe this. our little lixie found himself a boyfriend!"
han squealed.

"hey! stop babying me! I'm not even the youngest here!"
felix said, pouting.

chan smiled, as he felt his heart broke.
"I'm happy for you felix. he better treat you right, or I will beat the shit out of him."
he said, giving him a small smile.

felix returned the smile.
"I will make sure to tell him that."

"well, i will go prepare everything, we are opening in a few minutes."

the three boys nodded.
"okay."

Chan closed the door to the kitchen, sighing.
he lost all his chances with felix.
I mean, he expected it.
hyunjin liked felix, and felix liked hyunjin.
and they even became boyfriends now.
he had to move on.
it will be hard, but he had no other choice.
even if he confessed to Felix now, he wouldn't return his feelings.

he went back to his office, closing the door behind him and letting the tears fall down his face.

A/N
fr wrote new reflections chapter while listening to reflections 😍

and I actually took one of my poems and I put some chords to it and I made a song😋