Love & Fabrication (Completed)

20. Shower

I stand outside the bathroom door, as Raine strips from her clothes and steps in the shower. She had me leave the door cracked open slightly so I can hear everything so clearly but I refuse to peak through the door. Even if she is my mate, I will not cross any boundaries until it is time and that is something I am beyond excited for but will not rush it.

Whimpers come from the bathroom and every time one sounds from Raine, it breaks me further because there isn't much I can do really. The only things I can do to help are basically bandaids in a sense since nothing stops it other than fertilizing an egg with my seed. Like this shower it is just a bandaid to try and make her comfortable but it is a smallest of smalls in helping, the second to help her would be to give her an orgasm or third my appendage in her core buried deep. Those are the only other options to help other than showers and holding her close.

I sigh and lean my head back on the wall. Sometimes I wondered why I read things and now times like this I see why I read things. I wanted to be the best mate I could be so it was a book I read and things I heard around the pack for the last couple months. Reading and hearing things are so far from different on what it happening for us the first time. Words seem logical but now I am nervous on if I will be good enough to help her or not.

"Seth." Raine whimpers.

"Yes, love?" I answer moving my head only slightly towards the door.

"Can you please help me? I can't get it to stop no sooner than I wash with soap I am sweaty again." Her voice comes out in a whine.

"You want me to come in there?" I can't help but ask.

"Yes please. Please help me." She cries.

I open the door fully and take my pants off so they don't get wet but leave my boxers on. Stepping in the shower door, I keep my eyes on her face. Her hands grab me and smash me to her without a seconds warning. Her body plush against mine as she pants lightly. Her body burning up and starts to shake slightly as she whimpers with every exhale. I wrap my arms around her and hold her under the water.

"You left your boxers on?" She questions looking in my eyes.

"Yeah I didn't know if you would be comfortable otherwise."

She smirks and her hands leave my chest where she curled up against once she pulled me to her. Her hands slide down my body and then pushes off my boxers. "Much better." She hums as our skin touches fully for the first time ever.

I gulp and reach for her soap that smells of lavendar. Slowly lathering up the soap I start to wash her arms and back before she moves and I get my first view of her breasts. Perky with harden nipples, her size not small but not overly large just the perfect size to fit into the palms of my hands.

"Your breathtakingly gorgeous." I whisper with my exhaling breath. Her breath picks up a few notches as her eyes leave mine and looks over my body.

"So are you." She smiles. "You can finish washing me Seth, it is okay to touch me."

With slow movements, I wash her front and down her legs before I am face to face with her cooter. Bare as ever and her arousal that floods from her core making her scent mouth watering. Raine slowly widens her legs and my hands touch her for the first time, as her heat and moisture has my mouth wanting to drool.

Lick her! Fido yells on the border of whining in our mind. It startles me but I finish cleaning her before standing back up.

I push her back under the water and rinse her body. Her soap having got on me, she uses her hands to rinse it off me.

I look in her eyes and we lean towards each other. Our lips gently touch together and she pushes herself into me more as I press our lips together and my tongue gently touches her. Raine opens her mouth to me and our tongues meet in a firy dance together, both warring on each others as her taste is my new favorite thing.

There is nothing I can do in order to keep my cock down. The thing has a mind of its own but how couldn't the thing show how much we want Raine. Nobody can compare to her in my eyes.

My hands move behind her and turn off the water once we break the kiss. I pick her up and sit her on the counter as I dry her off with a towel before drying myself off. I go to pick up my pants but she pulls me up by my hand.

"Leave them. We won't need those tonight. I'd rather feel your skin then have those in the way, as long as it is something you are truly okay with too." She whispers and her cheeks turn red.

Instead of using words, I pick her up from the counter and walk to bed where I lay us both down. Her sweating so far has calmed ever though her body is still warm.

"Can I touch you?" Raine whispers as she curls up against my chest since I am laying on my side.

"I am yours to do as you please, Love. Just know we don't have to do anything your not ready for, the heat can make it things want to speed up."

"I know it can as there is nothing but us mating in my mind as my body is craving you in every way but I want to touch you and it isn't just the heat talking it is me and Cryilla too. How wouldn't anyone want to you are beyond a ten out of ten in my eyes. Everything about you is beyond what I thought could be possible, in a short time you make me feel wanted, cherished, and just everything about you tells me I can trust you and I do which doesn't come easy for me at all." She looks at me with wide eyes. "I am not ready for us to go all the way but I would like us to maybe taste."

"I do want you. In time as we learn each other I know love will come for us." I smile and rub my thumb over her cheek. "I am here for anything you want or need. There is nothing I would turn you down on and as you can feel I wouldn't mind touching and tasting."

Raine smiles wide and slides down my body before I can say anything else.