I suppose leaving you behind is probably the hardest thing I've had to do recently, which is saying a lot compared to the things I've left behind in the past. But perhaps you are best left in the past as well. Perhaps I should stop holding on to something I know I cannot repair, something I know I cannot fix. Perhaps the reason this hurts so much is because we were close for so long. Perhaps a lot of things will be different going forward, for the both of us, at least, I can only hope that they are for you. Perhaps you will finally find the answers that you seek and perhaps they will be everything you expected them to be but perhaps they will be nothing you expected. Perhaps that's just part of being human, leaving things behind, leaving people behind and knowing that you'll never see them again or talk to them again. Perhaps one day I will run into you at the grocery store and like an old Dan Fogelberg song we will share a long chat about how things have been in the past 10 years. And perhaps they will be better for you. At least, I can only hope that they are. Nothing you've lived anyone should have to experience. Nothing anyone's live that I know is anything anyone should have to experience but especially you. And secretly, I hope that this finds you and that you know that I haven't given up, secretly I hope you know that I never will.
But, perhaps, I should.
YOU ARE READING
Thoughts
SpiritualHey, maybe I'll actually commit to this thing. hah. hah hah. On a serious note, this is something not necessarily meant for anyone to read. But I will not stop you.
