Maybe I'm tired of making my own choices. Maybe I'm tired of trying to control anything. Or maybe, just maybe, i forced myself to feel like this. Maybe it really is just all in my head...
Maybe you're all right, and all I need to do is call someone, make an appointment; or maybe you're all wrong, and that's part of why I feel this way in the first place.
Maybe me feeling helpless isn't solved by telling or showing me things that are helpful, maybe I don't fuckin' want them.
Maybe I'm tired of trying to explain it anymore.
Maybe I'm tired if reliving it.
Maybe I'm tired of living it.
YOU ARE READING
Thoughts
SpiritualHey, maybe I'll actually commit to this thing. hah. hah hah. On a serious note, this is something not necessarily meant for anyone to read. But I will not stop you.
