I told him, he wasn't his so I wouldn't ruin his life

Chapter 6 Part one

How dare he call me a selfish bitch! I was fuming as I paced back and forth along my porch. I was so angry; I just wanted to beat the living crap out of him. AJ called a few minutes ago to see what was wrong. So of course I had to tell her which made me get all angry all over again. Carter was up in his bed fast asleep. Car rides always put him right to sleep it was like a miracle machine. I thought he would give me a fit or something but I was glad when he just fell asleep.

I was just so pissed that I didn’t realize someone walk onto my porch; until I ran directly into a chest.

I glanced up and saw a pretty cute guy about my age smiling at me.

“Hey I’m Jesse; I live next door with my buddies. We just moved in and we were wondering if you wanted to come over for a cook out.”

I stared at Jesse for a few seconds before shaking my head. “I’m Evan and sorry I can’t my son is sleeping upstairs and I really don’t want to wake him.”

I knew once I dropped the baby bomb they would all just scatter away. I could see his friends staring at us from their porch next door. They were trying to be inconspicuous but failing…epically.

“You have a kid sweet how old? I had a daughter but we uh gave her up for adoption.” He said looking down at his shoes.

“Carter is two and a half.” I told him with a smile merely from talking about my baby. Just the thought of him always makes me smile.

“Cool. So I guess the dad is around?” He asked looking around me almost scared. I’m sure it shocked him when I laughed.

“He used to be before he left for six months and forgot about his son, got a new girl friend and expected me to let my son stay with them… hell no.”

As I was talking something crossed Jesse’s face but I couldn’t really tell what. He seemed almost angry.

“But it’s whatever. I’m actually going in to check on him. I’ll see you around.” I walked inside with him saying bye with this weird smile on his face. Great now I’m going to have guys my age as neighbors. I swear to god if they keep my son up at night I will bring the baseball bat… oh god I sound old.

I made my way up to Carter’s room where he was sound asleep. I just wanted to hold him so I walked in and lay next to him on his little kid bed. Pulling him into me and running my hands over his soft hair I started to cry a little. What was I going to do? Finally I fell asleep as Carter turned into me holding onto me almost as if in his sleep he knew I was upset.

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