oof okay this is gonna be a tough authors note to write, but this is a very vulnerable book so why not be vulnerable for a hot second.
It's been a while since I've updated this book, I don't know how long exactly I just know I don't think I've touched it for at least a couple of weeks and I think it's only fair to tell you why considering the undying support most of you have given both me and this book, which for something that was supposed to be a silly little self indulgent thing is so surprising but so nice to see so thank you.
But anyway.. writing this book has, in a way, been somewhat of a coping mechanism for me. It started out as a stupid idea with probably the worst attempt at sounding like an english major ever and became my own journey through my own addiction.
Which is the reason why I haven't been able to post as often as I'd like.
For the past few months I've been struggling a lot with both drug and alcohol abuse and what you see in this little fanfic is close to my actual life, minus the support and the comfort of other people. Which honestly is probably why I write phoebe the way I do, as a way of giving myself what I don't get in real life haha.
I guess this is me apologising (probably unnecessary but I really enjoy writing this book and it frustrates me that I can't give you guys frequent chapters) and letting you know that if ever you're struggling with anything like addiction, there is help you can get. There will be people who support you and can be there for you whenever you feel like simple coping mechanisms arent enough and you really really don't have to suffer alone. It's a miserable life, one I wish I could change and am trying to.
If ever anyone needs a person to talk to my messages are open, it might be nice to have an outsiders perspective on things or even if you need a distraction I have some great jokes.
Get help if you need it. You're loved. You're worth it. Keep going.
Im proud of you and I love you <3
Have a lovely day/nigh and I'll try get a chapter out for you soon :)
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Unbecoming
Fiksi RemajaAddiction is everlasting. There's no end, there's no reprieve. There is no getting better. You fail and you fall and you remake mistakes. But you're stronger for it. Being an addict doesn't mean you're weak, you're only weak if you let it make you a...
