𝐃𝐀𝐃𝐃𝐘'𝐒 𝐋𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐋𝐄 𝐁𝐑𝐈𝐃𝐄 | JJK X Reader | Jungkook ff ✓

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Jungkook,

I hope you've already opened my signed resignation letter. I am terminating my contract with your company. I hope you'll find another more compatible person for this post. It was a very nice journey for me as a CEO, I learnt so much from this position, but one day everything comes to an end and my journey ends here.

I know by the time you received this letter, I'll be gone. I'll be so much far away from you but I know from your sources you must've got to know where I am but please... I beg you, don't follow me or contact me because I want to start everything again without any pain.

After I broke up with Eunwoo, you were the only person I trusted blindly and my trust on you was so much that I didn't even realize I was completely blinded by your fake love and lies. Whatever you said,  I believed without a single question.

I was never a weak woman not even for Eunwoo or anyone but in front of you I completely surrendered myself.  I didn't even questioned when you asked me to sign NDA because that time too I trusted you. I gave you my everything... you fucked me and I let you do that without knowing what is our relationship with each other but... I kept my pride aside and let you do everything to me just because I loved you.

I had intended to share my feelings with you, but I lacked the bravery to do so. Now, I am finally opening up because I do not want to carry any weight on my heart towards you as I embark on a fresh start. The moments spent with you were the most enjoyable, and I am grateful that I was able to provide you with the best experience you've ever had. Admittedly, it stings, but it also brings a sense of relief that you have revealed the truth.

Thank you for everything Jungkook but I think this has to come to an end. I just don't have a courage to look at you that's why I left before you could even think about reaching out to me. I am totally fine and I know you must be sad as your best lay, and your fuck toy to get rid of your stress, is going away from you but don't worry I wish you the best that you'll soon find another woman for yourself who'll satisfy your needs & desires in bed.

I swear I'm not crying. I won't because why would I? When I know that I was nothing to you except for the things you said for me. I would've appreciated you if you said these things directly to me.. onto my face but I'm just a little bit hurt because you said those things to someone else. You were talking behind my back. It was never my intention to listen to your conversation but I just... did anyways.

I'm so ashamed in my eyes that I'm scared that I won't be able to look myself in the mirror properly. That city, that country suddenly started to make me feel suffocated. I needed to leave so I did it. I need air to breath which I was not getting in Seoul.

I know some people will call me weak, coward because I ran away but trust me by living there I would've just hurt myself.  I can not even come to you to hear your explanation because I know there's nothing to explain, is it? Because no matter how much drunk a person gets, they just speaks what is in their heart.

Well, that's all I just have to say. Thank you for everything again. Whatever gifts you've given to me, I have already asked someone to drop it to your apartment.  They must've arrived back to your house so please don't be worried about spending so much on me.

I wish you all the best for your future.

Thank you,
Kim y/n.

I closed my eyes as my heart clenched in pain. My whole body is numb. I don't even know if I'm still breathing or not because my mind, heart, body and soul aren't able to feel anything.