Things Are Finally Looking Up

6. 18

Lilly's POV
I remember when my so called "boyfriend" cheated on me, I wrote part of this song called Last Love Song, I never thought I would actually finish it... Last Love Song (Originally by Zz Ward)
I don't plan on releasing this to the public, songwriting is just a way to let my emotions out...
It was around eight and I took a shower on the bus. I got ready for the day, but knowing Lou is doing my make up, I didn't bother putting anything on. We arrived at the hotel and I said bye to all of the boys and raced up to my hotel room so I wouldn't be late for my radio interview.

The day went by pretty quickly.

I put all of my emotion into my performance tonight. I showered after the performance and went to hang out with Harry in his room. The boys came to my show, even Niall. They boys said I did an amazing job and I said, "I think that was the best performance I ever did..." They agreed. We went to the bus because I was listening in on the recording session. The boys just did a bit of Ready to Run and Niall went into the booth while I listened. His guitar started and he sang, "
I got a heart and I got a soul
Believe me, I will use them both
We made a start, be it a false one, I know
Baby I don't want to feel alone,
So kiss me where I lay down,
My hands to your cheeks,
A long from the playground
I have loved you since we were 18
Long before we both thought the same thing,
To be loved and to being in love
All I can do is say that these arms were made for holding you, woah oh
I want the love like you made me feel
When we were at 18
We took a chance, God knows we tried
Yet all along, I knew we'd be fine
So pour me a drink, oh love
Let's split the night wide open and
We'll see everything we can,
Living love in slow motion, motion, motion
So kiss me where I lay down,
My hands to your cheeks,
A long from the playground
I have loved you since we were 18
Long before we both thought the same thing,
To be loved and to being in love
All I can do is say that these arms were made for holding you, woah oh
I want the love like you made me feel
When we were 18
When we were 18
When we were 18, oh love
When we were 18
Kiss me where I lay down,
My hands to your cheeks,
A long from the playground
I have loved you since we were 18
Long before we both thought the same thing,
To be loved and to being in love
All I can do is say that these arms were made for holding you, woah oh
I want the love like you made me feel
When we were 18
I want the love like you made me feel
When we were at 18
I want the love like you made me feel
When we were 18."
I was originally staring at the risers, then when I heard, "We made a start, being a false one, I know," My head snapped up and I listened to the lyrics even more carefully. At the end tears came out. Harry hugged me, Niall looked at me anxiously, he set his guitar down, and said, "Lilly, I've been the worst person to you right now. Last night, instead of apologizing, I tried to have a go at you... I am so sorry for lying to you at the beginning of our relationship, I had always liked you and then, as I got to know you more, I fell in love with you! Ever since we were 18, I fell in love with you and I wrote this song special for you. I'm so sorry." I was crying by the end, I jumped up from my seat, ran into the booth and jumped into his arms... I said, "That was the most amazing song I have ever heard. Niall... I accept your appology, but I can't particularly forgive you," he stiffened in my arms and I continued, "But in time, I will forgive you. You just have to give me time to forgive you, but that doesn't mean I don't want to stop our relationship... I'll give you this, a second chance..." He touched my cheek and said, "I'll do whatever it takes..." I nodded and he crashed his lips to mine. The boys broke out in wolf whistles and we pulled away blushing... I said, "Today has been a very busy day, but I am up for a movie... You guys want a movie night?" I had a chorus of 'yes' and I asked, "What movie?" Niall said, "How about you pick?" The boys nodded in agreement and I said, "Alright, but I have to warn you, I'm probably picking Harry Potter!" They laughed, started to leave, but Niall shouted, "We'll meet you guys there!" I looked at him questioningly, he pulled me close, and he said, "I wanted to continue that kiss a bit longer..." He pressed his lips to mine and I responded immediately. Our lips moved in sync and he had one hand pulling my closer on my neck and another around me waist. I had my hands tugging his hair as we kissed. Hi grunted and pushed me into the wall. I whimpered as he traced his tounge over my bottom lip. He pulled away and went to caress my cheek and ran his thumb over my lips. I looked into his eyes and I said, "Do you really mean you love me?" He said, "I love you more than anything, Lilly..." I touched his cheek and said, "I love you, Niall..." He kissed my lips once more time and we went to to watch Harry Potter with the boys. Niall and I were on one couch. Harry right on the floor in front of us, Liam on the other couch, Zayn on the other couch, and Louis laying on the floor near Liam. I was falling asleep during the film considering it was like midnight. I heard Harry whisper to Niall, "Is she asleep?" Niall said, "Yeah, she's had a busy past two days." Harry said, "Yeah, listen, Niall. She absolutely broke down when she found out you lied to her, I never ever, want to see her like that again. She is too much of an amazing person to do that too. She was willing to sacrifice her happiness to stay with us during the tour and finish the album. I've never met someone so determined and so dedicated to do that. I want you to promise me that you will never, ever hurt her again and you will make this up to her everyday until she forgives you." Niall said, "Mate, Harry, thank you, believe me, that killed me to hear her cry, to not hold her when we slept, to not be there when I should have been there. Believe me, I intend to make this up to her, no matter what. I love her and I want to marry her..." Harry said, "Good, I promised her that you wouldn't hurt her, so you better not make be break my promise..." I could feel Niall nod he said, "I better put her to bed, you're welcome to sleep her if you want." Harry smiled and said, "Nah, I'm going to talk to Charlotte. I told her about what happened between you too and I think she it's keen to know what is happening..." Niall said, "Good night." He carried me bridal style into bed and tucked me in. The boy left and he crawled in right next to me. He pulled me into his chest and I pressed a sleepy kiss to his bare chest, he chuckled, and I fell asleep listening to the sound of his heartbeat...

(For the video, it was the only one that would actually play, the audios wouldn't play... :P)