Tsuki 月 ( Megumi Fushiguro)

Loss and pain

 What happened to yuji?" You asked gritting your teeth as sukuna's gaze looked at you from your breasts to your hips, your uniform wasn't revealing much but still his gaze made you very exposed and uncomfortable.

" It's been a long time since I saw a Geisha like you darling" He remarked, making you feel uncomfortable, UGH this curse was in your Brother's body for god's sake.

You saw that megumi dug his fingers in his palm tightly, probably to remain on high alert, you thought.

" Your dear brother called me to help him but a naïve kid like him shouldn't trust anyone so easily" Sukuna smirked and to your utmost horror dug his hand inside his bare chest and ripped out a heart. Yuji's heart, your brother's heart. You wanted to cry and scream but you didn't. Instead you shouted angrily and whipped out your sword and started flinging at him, your moves weren't smooth as the punches megumi was throwing but you were too blinded by the rage and pain to register what you were doing. Tears blinded your vision but you didn't stop not until Sukuna flung you across making you collapse in a building.

You couldn't move in the rumble, Your lungs hurt and so did your heart.You saw that megumi despite his shadows was also failing to stop Sukuna. You wanted to cry so bad but you kept your tears in, and went to help megumi but still it was no use, Sukuna was powerful and you both are weak. You both got thrown into several buildings and Sukuna came up to you guys and smirked. If it weren't for Megumi holding your wrists firmly to stop you doing something reckless, Sukuna laughed cruelly.

" you both are so powerful but you don't channel it right. It's a pity a pretty girl like you isn't aware of what you can do."" He ridiculed " especially this boy who recklessly trusts everyone he meets.or should i say Used to" before you could scream something at him but just then his tattoo changed and turned to yuji.

You wanted to hug him but the pain and Megumi's force on your wrists kept you down, Yuji's mouth was filled with blood and he smiled. How could he smile right now? The gaping hole in his heart reminded you of the painful and ugly truth especially when yuji said

" Take care and fight the bad guys from me" And collapsed, as you laid on the rubble beside Megumi, with your dear dead brother's body in front of you, you couldn't cry, you were so shocked you didn't register how you got back to school. You were so quiet that Megumi explained to Gojo about Yuji's death. Megumi felt that you probably need alone time. So he left you with shoko. Seeing you like this made him blame himself, he shouldn't have trusted Yuji.

The next day was hell, you felt so alone, it felt as if your insides were eating you out. You went radio silent and just kept on thinking about Yuji's death. 

After twelve hours of his death you realized the gravity crushing your chest at the loss of your brother and for the first time you Cried. By crying meant you sobbed heavily. Your grandpa and now yuji, was life really this shitty for you? 

You remembered all the times Yuji came to your rescue from bullies to perverted guys, in fact he was one of the reasons boys never came near you. That night your dreams taunted you, the memories of running around the house chasing Yuji and fighting him for taking too long in the bathroom. You remember the time he destroyed your gameboy and you chased him with a baseball bat around the neighborhood. You felt so down that you didn't leave your room, you didn't eat. Nobara came to visit you but you shut her out, it was rude but she understood your feelings and didn't bother you.