The In Between

Where Do I Go From Here?

Where do i go from here.
How do i get to point B?

Maybe its my lack of common sense.
Or my lack of judgement.
Maybe its because I don't listen.
I Hear God talking, but I don't pay attention.
It would be over exaggeration to say he has half of me. Because in fact he only has 1/4 of me.
It seems like i give my flesh way to much freedom, and my spirit is on a tight leash.
It's suppose to be the other way around.
They say the first step is repentance.
The second is reading the word.
And the third is praying.
Or at least that's what flows from their lips.

In the beginning there was the word. And the word was with God. And the word was God.
So wouldn't it make sense to start there? We pride ourselves on being diligent servants when we don't even know what we are talking about. We give people false information based on feelings. That's why people hate us. That's why they'd rather suffer.

Everything happens for a reason.
God gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers.

While i somewhat agree this is misinformation.

Everything happens for a reason.
Yes, but that's because free will. Sometimes there's no other reason but selfishness for the flesh. Sometimes its not holy. Sometimes situations are given like tests from the enemy. We need to stop the harassment on truthful teaching because the first word you were taught was nothing but lies. Everything happens for a reason. One way or another it always comes back to God.

God gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers.
The biggest issue we face is the crime against women. The rape. The abuse. The determination for us to fail.
I hate this phrase. We aren't suppose to go through things alone. God doesn't give his hardest battles. He aids us in them. We are not alone. God helps us in our hardest battles. He's never left us. So why are we treating it as such. This is why people stop believing. We've got men raping our women. While their family's are telling victims oh He gives his hardest battles to his strongest soldiers. Ok but where was God during? Why did he leave me. This was never about him leaving. This was about the enemy isolating your faith and making you feel like you were alone. God didn't make that situation your battle. It was the enemy playing dress up in dollar store disguises. You just fell for his poor acting. God aids In battle, He doesn't just hand you the issue and say oops
Best of luck.

Imagine if people actually read their bible instead of just cherry picking to fit their orchard. The damage would reverse. We'd have honest belief.