The In Between

Memory Lane

Stop stop stop stop
The voices get louder when He takes off my top
Stop don't touch me
I shake I fear
Never knowing if the end was near
Rope on my wrist rags on my feet
A dreadful fate I meet
Stop I'm screaming, begging, and pleading
But the voices still remain
Time stops when he learned my name
Like a tower I crumbled as tears flowed free
I kept screaming begging with my plea
He doesn't hear he gets his fix
I'm used abused and time starts to tick
My body shaking
Violated
And raw
A complexion of hatred towards them all
I hate men hate them look at what he did
Bruises and bruises and bruises again
One hit two hit three hit four five hits six hits I fall to the floor
Dinner was cold, house was dirty, my pants on the door now here's my story
I'm broken please help I see his face
His beard his smile his ugly grace
His voice it lingers from ear to ear
You'll never be enough even if he's left tears
My body soaked in a tub
Salt water and heat make the pain go away
The door slams open
Honey I'm home
I wanted to scream but he'd already shown
He clenched his fist as he jerked me above
Showing no mercy showing no love
That last night I laid there and cried
I told him I'd never say good bye
he took me then and he takes me now
He raped my body my spirit my soul
and I'll never know how
I'll never forget the scars that he sowed
The feeling I buried beneath my smile
even though it's been quite a while
The voices the voices they never drop
I wish I could run but they'll never stop
His touch is frightening
my body aches
I know he's near
You can see his hate
I'm sorry I left if I tell you hi will your voice leave me
Forever goodbye
Just go away
I'm with him now
Leave me alone
Do you even know how?
You made me drown my hopes and tears
I buried my self in loathing and fear
I hate my body because of you
Good thing I found someone new
Stop the voices inside my soul
I wish you would burn
I hate to say it but
I told you so