winter episode 2

jax

Jax
Cade is 100% jealous and I love it. he can pretend all he wants that he's not interested in her but I saw
the way he looked at her while she was hugging him. he's completely smitten just like the rest of us
he needs to get over himself and just accept it. I sure as hell am she's mine and ill never let her go, no
matter what. I'm ready to seal our bond right now. Ryder says she's not ready for that yet. im
sympathetic to that I just need her to be ready i've never had much self control. now that shes in front
of me and I can touch her I need to touch her.
I try to tell myself she's been through a lot. being held captive for 8 years will definatly mess
someone up. she has to know I can make her feel better that I can take care of her. she looks nervous
and I want to take that feeling away from her. Maybe if I talk to her alone I can convince her of that.
"how about we take a walk Winter" I smile down at her, she starts ringing her hands together, what is
she so afraid of she shouldn't be scared of me she should want to spend time with me she should
want me to touch her.
"I don't think that's a good idea right now Jax" Ryder tells me I scoff at him "why not? I want to
show her my gift alone" "NO" everyone says at the same time and winter jumps. "I don't know jax,
im not sure if im ready to see another gift right now. im still processing the ones ive seen" why
doesn't she want to be alone with me? shes been alone with the rest of them at some point is she really
that scared of me?
"fine, raincheck then?" she nods her head. she better be cashing that in soon because I don't have
much patience.