winter episode 2

winter

I square up my shoulders and make myself walk out of the apartment. i'm a strong woman I don't feel strong though, I can do this. The closer I get to the house the more I lose my resolve. Get it together Winter. I can handle this! This might actually be kind of cool if its real. Maybe. I get to their door and go to knock but hesitate. I'm about to turn around and go back when the door swings open. Bash is standing there looking so sad. All that comes out of my mouth is a whispered "is it true Bash? or are you guys making a joke out of me?"
I'm ringing my hands together looking at my feet. I don't think I can look him in the eyes right now.
I feel hurt, betrayed but do I even have the right to feel those things? "No Winter, we aren't messing with you I could never do that to you. you, you're my soulmate sweetheart. Why don't you come inside and sit down so we can talk?" I nod my head and walk past him in silence. He's going to have to be the one to do the talking because I'm still trying to figure out what I want to say to him. How i'm actually feeling.