winter episode 2

winter

weve just finished dinner and are no closer to having a plan. im exhausted but also scared to go to
sleep i don't want to dream of HIM again. im sure one of the guys will let me sleep with them. i need
asher he can keep me calm. i walk up to him nervous to ask. "um ash, do you think that maybe it
might be ok if, i mean only if youre ok with it and i wont bother you if maybe i might" i blow out
abreat realizing im rambling again and cant seem to get my words out he takes mercy on me "of
course you can stay with me winter you could never bother me. that is what you were wondering
right?" i give him a smile "thanks ash"
hours later im laying snuggled up with asher too afraid to go to sleep "can you not sleep aangel?" ash
says with a gruff voice. "im sorry if i woke you i can go" he holds onto me tighter "absolutely not
this is the best night ive had in awhile" he smiles against my shoulder. "i can calm you if you want so
you can sleep don't worry about nightmares baby ill chase them away" he can make me feel special
without even trying he makes me feel loved and safe i trust him with my life i never thought id do
that again ever. "thanks that would be nice"im sleeping soundly when something wakes me. i sit up in the bed a litle panicked asheers nowhere
to be found i hear talking coming from downstairs no more like yelling. i need to check it out i need
to make sure all the guys are ok. i start down the stairs and their voices get louder. "no damon im not
going to tell her. shes finally calmed down and i wont be the one to rile her up again" i hear jax say.
"she deserves to kknow this has to do with her and she should be a part of it" damon answers "we
should just get her out of here bring her somewhere else" bash says. theyre going to make me leave?
oh no i cant leave i thought they wanted me here.
i storm down the stairs angry they cant do this to me this is my life i deserve a say in it " im not
leaving! i thought you guys wanted me here? now youre talking about sending me away?" i all but
scream at them. theyre so shocked by my outburst noone says anything for a minute jut dropped jaws
and wide eyes. finally ryder stands and walks towards me "winter we would never send you away we
were talking about all of us leaving not making you go alone" oh. now i feel dumb