White Lies

chapter 18

Samuel's p o v :

"man, there's no way you heard him. It must have been her father, brother or some shit."

Cedric said for the hundredth time. "there's no way, I was mistaken. I heard him, I'm pretty sure its him. There's no way its not him."

"bro, you told it yourself just a few minutes ago 'how would Lilith know though' why you going around in circles." he mimicked.

"he is my fucking brother how the hell would I not know his voice!!"

"fuck it Samuel! Its been ages since you saw him or heard from him, you were just a little kid. How the hell would you remember!" Cedric snapped, probably annoyed by me, but It really did sound like him. Or I wish he did, I don't know.

"shit, I'm really sorry, man. I shouldn't have said that, I don't what it is like to be in your place I shouldn't have reacted like that."

"nah its okay. I know I was being really annoying and shit. I was overreacting, not your fault."

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I tried, I really tried but I couldn't stop thinking about him. After so long I finally forget about him for once, but no, life has to pull its stunts and yeah. I'm back to square one, back to being that little desperate younger brother trying to find his older brother.

I really wanna know why he left us, what had happened to him after he left us, if he's alive or not. I tried to find him for so long but I couldn't so I gave up.

Now I have this rebound hope that maybe he is here somewhere here and I can find him.

I can find him and get answers to all those questions I have, my mum has, my dad has. I want answers to everything.

What if he's dead?

My mind said, playing games with me like always. But what if he really was dead, then how did he die?

This is what will happen if I think about anything, only thousand more questions to arise.

This is the last thing I'll do to find him.

I'm going to where Lilith is, if he ain't there, then that is where this ends.

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