A Heart That Loves (Blake Griffin Fan-Fic)

Chapter 26.

Lydia's POV:

I am running. In a meadow somewhere. I have no clue where I am. I feel like I am supposed to be there though. So i keep running. I have this feeling like I am looking for something or someone. The meadow is so beautiful I want to stop and look at its mystical tulip gardens but i must not. I have to keep running. I turn the corner and then it went from hot to cold. I was suddenly in a forest. A dark forest. Okay what the fuck is going on? I keep running and I hear someone calling my name. Screaming my name. Like they are in pain. They need me. I run faster. The screaming keeps getting further and further away. I can't get to them. I can't. Im sorry. 

Blake's POV:

Lydia: Im sorry! Im sorry! I can't get to you! Where are you? 

What? What the hell is that yelling about? I am awoken by Lydia. She is having a nightmare. Shit. I attempt to wake her up. 

Blake: Lydia, baby, its a dream. wake up.

damn she is fighting me. she finally wakes up. Sweating and shaking. Wtf was that. 

Lydia: what Blake Where am i? there was someone calling for me, they were in so much pain. 

Blake: baby its okay. You are safe. You are here with me. 

Lydia: Im going to get up and take a shower. Im sorry I woke you up. go back to sleep you have practice in the morning. 

I do have practice in the morning but she just scared the shit out of me. 

Blake: Okay baby, give me a kiss. 

she trots over and lays one on me. 

Lydia: goodnight babe.

and off to sleep i went. 

Lydia's POV:

I miss Blake. I know i saw him literally an hour ago but like i miss him. I decide to do something that will get my mind off of him. I go upstairs and clean our bathroom and then our room. Blake has shit thrown everywhere. He is so gross. I clean the closet and go put clothes washing and then I move this party to the kitchen. I scrubbed that thing spotless. I am jamming pandora. I am actually having fun. I know you can never have fun cleaning but like i am having fun. I hear the garage open. Blake walks in. 

Blake: Babe? what are you doing? it smells good in here did you clean? 

Lydia: actually yes i did. I was missing you and so i decided to get you off of my mind by cleaning the house. 

Blake: well i missed you to babe. So, did your doctor get back with you about the blood test? 

Oh shit. I forgot. I go and look at my phone I had a missed call and a voicemail from the doctor. I listen to it. and its confirmed CANCER FREE. Oh thank you God. Thank you. 

Blake: did your doctor happen to tell you that you could leave the country? 

Oh yea. I forgot about that. 

Lydia: Yes he did. Why do you ask? 

Blake: Baby, we are going to Bora Bora. 

Lydia: WHAT?! we are going where? 

Blake: Look you have been one hell of a woman getting through this cancer. I need to give you something so that you will know how much i love you. 

Lydia: Blake? when? 

Blake: tomorrow morning at 8:00 am.

What the fuck.  I have no clothes to go to bora bora. He tells me he has everything covered. But like Blake there is no way. If he had his way the man would wear Navy Blue nike shirt with navy blue basketball shorts everyday. 2 different navy blues by the way. It is a scary sight. Brynn drops Ford off at the house so we can see him before we leave. Gosh that blonde hair on this boy. I just don't understand. he is so perfect. I sit back and watch Blake play with him. It is just so cute i cannot even look. He is laughing and playing with him and making cute little baby noises. He notices me looking at him. 

Blake: Lydia don't you want this? but one of your own? with me? 

Lydia: Baby, i want this. all of this. In good time. we aren't even married yet. i told you i wanted you to wait. I love you to my core but i want to wait. 

Blake: I understand baby.

he gives me a kiss then he gives Ford a kiss. ugh so cute

Its 6 am and we are headed to the airport. Ugh i so don't wanna go through customs. it is just like so annoying. Blake had my bags packed and it felt way too light but he wouldn't let me bring anything else. He is too proud. so why add fuel to the fire. ill live right? um no. 

we pull up at the airport and drive through a gate. 

Lydia: Blake no you didn't. Blake no you didn't. 

Blake: Oh yes i did. 

we pull up next to a private jet. Blake got us a private jet. 

I am so excited i can't stop moving. we climb on board and everything is perfect. champagne, wine, snacks, Flamin hot cheetos. praise god for those cheetos. Blake knows me so well. We buckle up and take off. when the captain says its okay to walk about the cabin i unbuckle. they serve us some food but whatever it was the smell was nauseating. I get up and run to the bathroom and hurl. Ugh where did that come from..... Oh no. Oh no. Im not. I can't be. we had sex 5 nights ago? i can't be sick this early? no i can't be pregnant. 

Blake's POV: 

she is beaming. she is giddy about the plane i am so happy that i could do this for her, i got her wine and her cheetos she needs nothing else in the world. we take off and she squeezes my hand. i pull her hand to my mouth and give it a soft kiss. She smiles at me then looks out of the window. Finally we are free to move about the cabin. They serve us breakfast. I don't know what it is but i don't care I'm so hungry. honestly. Suddenly Lydia gets up and runs to the bathroom. i run over to the door and hear her vomit. 

Blake: baby you okay? 

she doesn't answer me. She can't be thinking that she is pregnant. iS it sad to say that i am hoping she is. i want so badly to start a family with her. i love her so of course i want this. but she doesn't. how selfish of me. i go back to my seat and wait patiently for my (hopefully for my sake/ not so much for hers) pregnant fiancé. 

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