A Heart That Loves (Blake Griffin Fan-Fic)

Chapter 28.

Lydia's POV: 

I am so anxious. I cant sit still. Blake keeps knocking on the door.. I need him to stop if he wants me to pee on this stick. 

Blake: Baby pee on the damn stick. Come on. I want to know. 

Lydia: Blake get the fuck away from the door please. Can i have a little bit of privacy? 

Blake: Okay you are right. I will be on the deck. 

Thank you god. 

I have never been so nervous about something in my whole life. Blake knows where i stand on this. Everyone in the world knows where i stand on this topic.But it is all worth it for Blake. I read the package as it tells me the directions.. I mean its pissing on a stick. why are their even directions on the package? I haven't had any sickness other than the other day on the plane. So it could have been motion sickness. I think. I pee on the damn thing and then i close it back in the package. I walk out of the door and go and sit next to Blake on the deck. He is looking at me like i have an answer. 

Lydia: Its not ready to read yet. 

Blake: Are you okay? 

Lydia: You know what i have decided? I have decided that it really doesn't matter if i am pregnant or not. God has given me the greatest gift of all. You. And if he wants to give me a child. Then so be it. You have sacrificed so much for me. I know i am stubborn and i give you headaches sometimes but that all doesn't matter because at the end of the day I have you. and you have me. 

he leans over and kisses me. I stare at the package holding the test inside. I hand it to him. 

Lydia: You read it. I want you to read it. It reads the word pregnant or not pregnant. so there will be no confusion. 

He takes it from my hand, he pulls the test out of the bag and looks at it. He stares at it for about what feels like an hour. 

Lydia: So? Blake? what does it say? 

Blake: Lydia, we aren't pregnant. 

Suddenly it felt like the world was lifted off of my shoulders and even though i just gave that speech to him about it not mattering, it secretly does. 

Blake has sad eyes. 

Blake: I am a little disappointed. I really really wanted to have a kid with you. 

Lydia: All in good time baby. All in good time. 

He moves in a little closer and we cuddle next to each other looking at the beautiful night sky of this island. The guest in the cabana next to us are playing pandora on loud speakers. A sweet soft song comes on. I don't know the name but i really liked it. Suddenly Blake hops up and offers his hand to me. 

Blake: May I have this dance my lady? 

Lydia: Why certainly my lord. 

We giggle and i get up and dance with him. We rock and sway back and forth for hours on our paradise island. 

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The sun is beaming onto my face as I wake up. The back doors are open. I reach for Blake in the bed and he isn't there. I sit up and look for him. He is on the deck drinking a drink of some sort. I get up and walk over to him. I sit on his lap. 

Blake: There was never anything more beautiful than how you look when you wake up. 

Lydia: Yea well that shit isn't working for me. No we aren't swimming with the sharks. 

Blake: Babe! Why!? it is safe they tell you it is.

Blake is just trying to sweet talk me into going swimming with sharks. He has always talked about how much he would love to do this. Good thing i have already booked the excursion. I am surprising Blake. 

Lydia: lets just go to the beach. Have a beach day. 

Blake: Whatever you want princess. 

We get out of the chair clumsily and walk to go and get changed. I change into a Versace bathing suit that Blake bought me. Blake takes his clothes off and changes and i just love to watch him. I am so smitten. I could stare at Blake all day. 

He laughs when he notices I'm staring and I don't stop bc quite frankly i can't. I finally tear my eyes away from his body and continue getting ready. We leave and the driver knows exactly where to take us. Exactly the part of the beach they are docked. Blake is wearing pink swim trunks that are short, mid thigh, hot.No shirt, hot. He has on his ray bans and he is letting his beard grow out. YES BABE. I have on the bathing suit and a cute cover up, my hair is down and i gave them a little beachy waves before we left the cabana. I have ray ban aviators on.. I look like an oompa loompa compared to Blake. 

We get to the beach and they are waving at us from the boat. 

Blake: Why are they waving at us? 

Lydia: Bc they are taking us to go swim with the stupid sharks. 

He stops walking. He is looking at me in disbelief. 

Blake: What? babe, you didn't have to do this. Oh my god I love you so much. 

Lydia: I love you too. and yes i had to do this. 

He picks me up and spins me around into a hug. he sets me down and literally runs to the boat leaving me far far behind. How does such a big man move so fast? I finally get to the boat panting and sweating and  Blake is already on the boat with a life jacket on sitting down grinning from ear to ear. He better be lucky I love him. No person in their right mind would ever do this. 

The instructor tells us what to do how to swim with them and how to not be a danger to them. Apparently these sharks don't eat people.. But i beg to differ. I am not risking it... I take every precaution. the boat leaves the dock and we sail to a small secluded island. the man driving the boat says that there is a coral reef on the other side of this island and that is where they will be. So we grab our gear and hop off of the boat. We walk to the reef and put our gear on. There is other people that went on the excursion as well. One of them walked up to me and started talking to me. 

Man: Hey! Are you excited or what? 

Lydia: Well considering I'm doing this as a gift for someone else. no I'm not. 

Man: Oh no its not that bad. I do this all the time. Swimming with sharks is an eye opening experience. They are beautiful. 

Lydia: Who in the world would do this more than once. 

Man: Well a marine biologist would. 

Lydia: Oh yea you are right. Marine Biology, is that a fun field to be in? 

Man: How would I know? Im a lawyer. 

We laugh. 

Lydia: A lawyer? 

Lawyer: Yes a lawyer who enjoys marine biology. 

We just get to talking. He is actually really funny. I finish putting on the gear and I look up and Blake's eyes burn through me like fire. Oh shit. He is mad. 

I walk over to him and he walks away. Are you fucking kidding me. I was talking to the man. Its not like i was dry humping him in the sand. Like WTF. 

I sigh loudly and the lawyer hears me. 

Lawyer: Are you okay? 

Lydia: Yea I'm fine thank you. 

Blake is ignoring me. He won't even look at me. The instructor is telling us all to climb into the water and enjoy the experience. I am so fucking pissed. I just hope a shark comes to get me right now and then see how Blake feels about me speaking to another human being. He is so damn ridiculous. Why is he so jealous? 

I set myself into the water and swim to my inevitable death. 

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