A Heart That Loves (Blake Griffin Fan-Fic)

Chapter 10.

Lydia's POV: 

Well me and Blake have been going. And by going i mean not good. Blake has been drinking, Alot. he goes out every chance he gets and when he isnt drunk off of his ass or playing ball he has to go to every damn doctors visit with Brynn. I mean she gets a runny nose and she thinks her baby is going to be the devil reborn, so she drags the hungover, overworked Blake to the hospital to see her doctor. Which turns out to be the hospital I now work at. Yep thats right i got the job. Im so happy here to work at LA Metropolitan Medical Center. The people are so nice and so welcoming. 

However this leaves no time for me and Blake to hang. Im always working at the hospital and Blake with Bball and Brynn there just is no time.... I mean when we do have time yea it is great and I feel the spark i do as i always do when i m with him, but Blake is just different.

I get home from an 11 hour shift today and i am exausted. All i wanna do is soak in a hot bubble bath and drink a glass of Moscato. thats it. but what do i come home to? Thats right everyone a drunk Blake Griffin. 

Lydia: Blake? How long have you been drinking? the whole house reeks of scotch..

Blake: OOOHHHH heyyyyyy baaabbee, how you doiiiingg? i misseddd you give me a kiss.

he walked over to me and smelled so bad i cant kiss him so i push him away. 

Lydia: Blake no. Stop you need to put the drink down and go to sleep. Now. 

Blake: NO! dontt tell me what to do. I am a grown man. 

Lydia: you are acting like a child.

Blake: You know what im going to the bar, i dont need this tonight Lyida. 

He calls DJ to come and get him to take him to the bar they were all at. 

I go upstairs to start my hot bubble bath.. And i hear someone behind me. its Blake.

Blake: Lydia, Im leaving. I will see you when i get back. Dont wait up for me.

He walks out. He leaves the house i hear the door slam. I tear up and begin to cry. Why is he doing this? why is he running our relationship into the ground? All i wanna do is love Blake. And be here for him and love him and have his children and be happy. All he wants to do is drink. He drinks in the morning and in the evening. 

I get in my hot bath with my wine and try to find a little comfort after my long day. It was about 12:30 when i got out of the tub. I get out and put on my pajamas and my slippers and pour another glass of wine. I turn on the TV and watch The Kardashians. My eyes get heavy, i try to fight it. But it over powers me and drift off to sleep.

I wake up the next morning with Blake next to me. I wonder what time he got home? he has on this huge gold chain and his shoes still on. I get up take off his shoes and then take off that chain it cant be comfortable. i pull the covers over Blake and grab a warm wet towel and begin to wipe off his face. He looks sweaty and oily so i knew he would sleep better. Sleep is what he needs, Me wiping his face doesnt wake him up. Well atleast i dont think it did. I put the towel in the bathroom and i go to leave the room when i hear " I love you"

Blake is looking at me. 

Blake: Lyida, I love you.

i walk downstairs. I cannot reply to that. I am filled with furry from the whole last month and last night. Blake is killing me on the inside. Even though i am mad at him, still doesnt mean i cant take care of him and make breakfast for him. I cook egg whites, with some oatmeal and bake some turkey bacon. Blake must have smelled the food bc he came downstairs rubbing his hairs and eyes. 

Blake: Lydia this smells so good thank you.

Lydia: Your welcome. 

I make him a plate and hand it to him at the bar. He grabs my arm and pulls me in for a hug. I hug him back. I cant help it. i cant fight it. I love him. I am in love with Blake. 

Blake: Lydia go get dressed, this is going to be your day. anything you want. i want to give it to you.

Lydia: dont you have to go meet with Brynn today about the color of the babies room at her house. 

Blake: i dont care what color the kids room is at her house. i care about you today. You are my only option today. 

Lydia: okay! give me 20 minutes. 

I get ready and put on skinny jeans with white button down shirt encrusted with diamond studs on the collar, and a camel colored sweater over it. i wore with some black red bottoms. I go and straighten my hair and put on my makeup. I spray on my purfume and walk down the stairs.

Lydia: Okay im ready. let go,

Blake: babe you look so beautiful, im going to have to keep a close eye on you today with all these men on the streets.

Lydia: oh hush it Blake, you know i would never.

I give him a short but sweet kiss. Even though i am mad at him, I cant help but to kiss him. He is so kissable. we get into his car and head to Beverly Hills. I walk into Vercase and walk straight to the watches. I am crazy about watches. I actually have a collection. From Fossil to Rolex. You name it. I have it. I see this beautiful gold watch. I dont have this one. and i need it. I look up at Blake who was laughing 

Blake: I said anything you wanted. You got it babe.

I go to look at the price tag but Blake stops me.

Blake: No no no, this is your day, you wont be needing to look at that. 

Lydia: Blake thank you. 

I give him a kiss and we checkout and leave. Blake buys me everything i want. I mean clothes to lignere to shoes. I mean he willingly just gave them his card... We are on our way home when I break the silence, 

Lydia: Blake why did you do all this for me? No one has ever done this for me? 

Blake: Bc i told you when you got here, you deserve to be spoiled. You will be spoiled for the rest of yourlife. 

i smile and grab his hand as well pull into the drive. We walk in and I get into the kitchen while Blake heads out back to grill up some chicken and fish. I am sauteeing some  veggies. Blake and I drink wine and eat and  talk and laugh and talk some more and watch TV. This was such a perfect day and I am so happy that Blake hasnt had anything to drink. I hope it stays this way. I love him, but i havent told him.. When do i tell him? When i know he is really ready for me in his life, Thats when.

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