A Heart That Loves (Blake Griffin Fan-Fic)

Chapter 33.

Lydia: Blake Austin Griffin. You never cease to either amaze me or anger me. But i love you for it. 

Blake is fine after his altercation at DJ's party. He had just a couple of stitches and a minor concussion. He actually told the doctors not to give him stitches. "The scar will be cool" he said. I laugh bc no way in hell will he walk out of here without the stitches. Well if i had anything to say about it. 

Blake is laying in the bed looking at his iPad. I decide to go downstairs and get some coffee for us. Blake can sleep so long as I wake him up every 2 hours to make sure he doesn't slip into a coma. But Blake decided he didn't want to sleep. He said he wasn't tired but I think it was because he was scared somewhere deep down. 

I go downstairs and make the coffee and there is a knock at the door. I go to answer it and its Brynn. I forgot she was bringing Ford today. We have been on great terms actually. Brynn has came to terms with me and I have came to terms with her. 

Brynn: Hey Lydia! Ford is excited to see his daddy. 

She sets him down and hands me his bag. Ford starts laughing and running for the stairs where he knows his daddy is waiting for him. Thank god there is a gate on the stairs and thank the lord even more that I shut it. 

Lydia: Brynn I just made coffee, would you like to come in for a cup?

Brynn: As much as i would love to i have so much i have to do today. Thank you so much! she waves bye to Ford and he starts to cry a little that his mom is leaving. 

I run over to him and pick him up. 

Lydia: Noooo now stop all that crying. Lets go see daddy. 

He claps his hands  together and laughs. He is such a happy baby. 

Lydia: Look who is here daddyy. 

Blake: Hey big guy! Ohhh my big boy. come to daddy. 

i set Ford down and he runs over. 

Lydia: Hey how are you feeling? Still good? 

Blake: yes. I am fine babe. 

I give him a quick kiss then i run back downstairs to get my coffee. I shut the door behind me just in case Ford decided to follow me. I make a cup for me and Blake. Then I get some milk and put it in a coffee cup for Ford. Blake doesn't want him to use the glass mugs bc he is scared he will drop it but you know kids love to be independent. We spent about an hour and a half up in the bed playing with his toys and reading books. 

Blake: the doctor emailed me. He said after reviewing my X-ray more he says i can't return to practice in 2 days. Im glad so now i can spend all my time with my boy. 

I laugh and smile at Blake playing with Ford. Then my biological clock starts sounding off. My ovaries twitch a little. I want to have Blakes kid. 

Blake: Lydia. i, hungry.

Lydia: Blake we don't have anything here to eat. I haven't gone shopping yet. 

Blake: Well lets go eat somewhere then. 

Lydia: Blake, You have a cut on your forehead and its swollen. People will see this and take pictures. 

Blake: i don't care. Im so hungry i could eat you. 

i smirk at him. 

Blake: You so dirty baby. but for real. I'm hungry. lets go 

Blake gets up and showers while i watch Ford and vice versa. 

I decide to get cute and i curl my hair and put make up on. not too much. Just enough that you can tell I'm wearing makeup. I put on jeans and my yezzus t-shirt and a leather jacket on top of it. I pair it will booties. Its cute. but it doesnt look like I'm trying too hard. 

Blake wears basketball shorts a t-shirt and a jacket over it. He is very casual but still looks fine as hell. he adds a snapback and he is ready to roll. 

I get Ford and i put him in the carseat in Blakes suv and we load up and head out. 

We go to Mendocino Farms. I love this place. They have the best sandwiches. 

We get there get out and sit down without anyone detecting us. Ford is eating his chips and loving life right now. Blake and I get our food and I maybe get 2 bites and people start to realize that Blake Griffin is here. People start snapping pictures and then calling their friends and then there was just too much action going on around us. Someone snapped a picture as they were walking by our table and it scared  Ford and he started crying. Blake got up and grabbed Ford, left some cash on the table and held a hand out for me to take. We were leaving. I could tell Blake was about to lose it on that dick who took the picture but instead he just got Ford out of there. Blake lets go of my hand and places it on the back of Fords head who was still crying. I just keep walking. Looking forward. Not replying to anything. Not looking at anyone. Just like Blake told me to do if we were ever in this situation. 

We finally get to the car and i open the door and Blake hands Ford to me and I put him in the carseat as Blake stands behind me making sure the paps dont get too close. Blake said nothing to them. He opens the door and gets in on the other side of Ford in the backseat to try to ease him. I get in the driver seat and pull off. 

Blake: Im sorry buddy. Dont be scared. Daddy is here. Dont be scared. 

I sit in silence as i drive us home. Ford stopped crying but he was still sad. I couldn't see his face but i could tell by the look on Blake's face. He looked at Ford with so much pity and empathy. I pulled the car over at a ice cream place. I left it running but locked all the doors on the inside before i got out obviously. I ran in and got an ice cream for Ford. His favorite. A chocolate cone with sprinkles on the top of it. I ran back to the car and Blake unlocked it and let me in. People were starting to swarm. They had followed us. I hand it to Ford. 

Lydia: Here you go man. 

he grabs it so happily. Blake smiled and nodded to Ford as he looked to his daddy for approval of him eating in the car. i put the car in drive again and head home. I look in the rear view and see Blake looking at me in the mirror. i smile. Blake smiles and he mouths "thank you" i smiled back and we went on with the car ride. Ford finished most of the cone and what he didn't finish Blake finished. By the time we pulled in the driveway the baby was sleep. 

Blake takes him out of the car as carefully as possible so he doesnt wake the poor little guy. Blake takes him up to his room and turns on his fan and leaves quietly. 

He walks back down to the kitchen. he smacks down on the couch and grabs his iPad. i walk over and sit down next to him. I play with his curls and he looks at me. 

Lydia: are you okay? 

Blake: yea I'm fine. i just want to kill that man for scaring my baby. 

Lydia: Blake I'm proud of you. you did the right thing. you got your son out of there and thats all that matters. that he is okay. i bet he has forgotten all about it now. 

Blake: I love you. 

Lydia: I love you.

I turn the TV on and The Office is on. My favorite show. I watch and Blake gasps. 

Blake: oh shit. 

Lydia: what Blake? what is it? 

Blake: the girl. the girl who i cheated on you with the laker girl. She emailed me. she got a paternity test. 

Lydia: what? the child isn't born yet. Do you know how dangerous that is for the baby. That can cause her to miscarry. 

Blake: yea well she got one done. 

i look at him. searching in his eyes for something. anything. 

Blake: I have to be at the hospital when they reveal the father, with all the other potential fathers. 

Lydia: Oh shit James. 

Blake: Oh shit James. 

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