A Heart That Loves (Blake Griffin Fan-Fic)

Chapter 9.

Lydia's POV:

but what if we arent going to be okay?

I keep playing it over and over in my head. his words killed me. I mean i cant be that mad. Blake didnt even know me when Blake and Brynn last slept together. Why was she there last night anyways? I have been in bed all day trying to figure it out. Blake left at about 4 am to go to practice. i was still awake. i actually havent been to sleep. I grab my phone and check it to see if anyone was trying to get in touch with me.

i had a text from Blake.

Griffin: Lydia, you may be asleep but i need you to know this wasnt my intention for her to get pregnant. I cant explain to you how sorry I am for putting you through this. I will see you tonight babe. 

I dont think i can do this. Blake has too much going on right now. but it is my second day in LA... what the hell am i going to do. i dont think i can stay here.. where the hell can i go? I am starting to get extremely salty about this whole situation. I am going to have a panic attack. I need some fresh air. i go change intio my workout clothes and grab my headphones and go run. i probably ran for a good hour.... i had so much stress that needed to be released and i finally feel a little better. 

I go inside and shower. Im going to find a job at the hospital...

I leave in my car and head downtown to Los Angeles Metropolitan Medical Center. I walk to the administrations office and i ask for the cheif of staff. so i get my interview hand him my resume and my credentials. He tells me he will give me a call within a week or so but they are much needed of a Radiologist so that is a plus. I head back home and by home i mean Blake's home.. it doesnt feel like ours just yet. i have been here a day and i dont even know if i can stay. i pull up in the drive way and i see an unfamiliar car parked across the road. 

Outsteps the blonde. The she-devil. I can go all day but i tell myself to be nice bc i have never met her.... She begins to walk over to me and i tense up. What do i say? Oh hi nice to meet you, yea im sleeping with the father of your baby... Lord help me. 

Blonde: Hi, you must be Lydia, i am Brynn Cameron, do you mind if i talk to you for a second? 

Lydia: no i dont mind. Would you like to come inside i was planning on making some hot herbal tea, if you would like i can make you some. 

Brynn: sure that would be great. 

We walk up to the door and i go searching through my purse for the key. Damn it i must have left it in the car..

Lydia: give me one sec i left the key in the car.

Brynn: Oh i have a copy of the key. Here let me get it. 

I became tense. YOU HAVE WHAT? the key? to this house? What did i get myself into? 

We walk in and she acts as if she lives there, she knows exactly where everything is. She walks over to this cabinet and grabs two coffee mugs and then she catches me watching her. 

Brynn: Oh im sorry, I just go carried away. I just know where everything is. 

i say absolutley nothing. i just begin to make the tea and she sits at the bar. 

Lydia: So you needed to talk to me? 

Brynn: Yes, I do need to talk to you. I dont know if you have heard which by your willingness to let me through the door im sure you know exactly who I am. And i just want you to know that i didnt intend on this happening... And i am sorry you have to go through this.. But i want you to be prepared if Blake decides to be with me... i dont want there to be hard feelings between us, so i came over here to answer any questions you had for me?