Chapter 11.

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Blake's POV:

Man have I been busy. We are on our way to the playoffs. Im swamped with crap from Brynn about the baby. And on top of that, I am CONSTANTLY worrying about Lydia. Im so scared she is going to leave me. I must be on my best behavior. No drinking. What so ever. 

I have been at the facility all day working on my game. first one in last one out. it is my motto. but i am soooooooo tired. So I head home to see what Lydia is up to. She was off of work today so im sure she is into something. 

I pull into my drive and i pause, hesitating to get out of the car. I suddenly feel so guilty for what i have been putting Lydia through for the past couple of months. What is wrong with me? I have this girl who treats me so well. who never would hurt me. who i want to love me, but i keep messing up. Will I ever get it together..?

Lydia's POV:

OH SHIT. Blake is home. I have been planning his surprise BDay which is about 1 day away. All of my papers are out on the table gifts and things that would hint about it. I HAVE NEVER RAN SO FAST IN MY LIFE. some how i am able to grab all of the evidence and throw them into the guest room. a perfect place considering Blake is never in there. I run downstairs just as he is walking in the door. I am out of breathe so i decided to bite into an apple to cover it up a little. Blake walks in,

Blake: hey babe, what are you up to?

he says kissing my forhead.

Lydia: *mouth full of food* moutghn musht

Blake: what did you say?

Lydia:*clears throat* nothing much. 

Blake: Man i am tireddd. and starving you wanna go grab some lunch? 

Lydia: sure i ll go get dressed really quick

I run upstairs and get ready. i strip so fast.. what to wear... what to wear. as im running around without pants or a shirt i hear the door open. Blake is standing there. 

Lydia: Blake?! what are you doing im getting dressed. 

Blake: Lydia, stop. just stop rightt there. 

I stop, i dont know what to do.... what do i do.. i feel so awkward. Almost as awkward as Taylor Swift when Kanye got up and told everyone Beyonce should have won the award.... 

Blake walks over to me. He brushed the hair out of my face. What is he doing? Me and Blake havent had sex in a while due to the fact i am mad at him still. How can i trust him with my heart? I want to love him so bad. I do love him. I want to feel his touch so bad. I give in. Blake begins to kiss my neck and let out a small moan. I feel his lips smile on my neck. He enjoys to pleasure me as I do him. He picks me up and brings me over to the bed. Throws me down on the bed. and jumps on top. we both laugh when he does this but the mood changes as soon as i feel his hard on. We lock eyes and i grab his face and our lips crash together. Kissing like it was the last time we would ever see each other.

Blake kisses down my neck and to my boobs sucking and fondling them, I loved it.  He moves down to my abs and then he removes my panties. His tounge begins to explore my other set of lips and i scream in pleasure. Blake doesnt stop. Ugh he is so good at this. I rub my fingers through his curls and tug on them a bit,

Blake comes up and i go down. I pull down his pants revealing his firm, huge rod. I lick the tip teasing him a bit. I lick his head again. Driving him crazy.

Blake: Lydia! ugh stop teasing me! PUT it in your mouth. 

I laugh a little and stick it in my mouth, at first i couldnt deep throat it, i mean its huge. Blake was moaning in pleasure. 

Blake: Yes , Ohhh yes. Suck my dick Lydia. Uhh 

Blake grabs my hair and shoves his penis down my throat, it was awful but i bared it... He loved it so much i couldnt stop doing it for him. Finally Blake took it out of my mouth.

Blake: Get up here and let me fuck you. now.

He is so aggresive and demanding. I love it. I hop on top of him and Blake slides into me. Letting adjust to his size, I ride him slowly. Then i pick up the speed. I am taking him to town. LITERALLY. Blake is loving every minute of it. he fondles my breasts and plays with my butt. 

Just then he flips me over. We get doggy style and Blake grabs my hair and slams himself into me. I let out a scream of pain and pleasure. i love it when he does this to me. He is pounding! we finally reach our climax and flop on the bed next to each other. 

Blake is looking at me. 

Lydia: Blake what? why are you looking at me.. 

Blake: I just love you so much. I dont want you to not love me. I need you to love me. 

SHit. he sprung this on me.Well he said it when he was drunk.. but he was drunk. Like Blake, do what you always do after sex, fall asleep, go make a sandwhich.. I will accept the sterotype and make you a sandwhich... but no, he wants to talk about the one thing i have been keeping bottled inside of me. Love. Do i love him? ofcourse. But i dont know when i should tell him... I mean i could be the game changer.. it could change our whole relationship. Do i risk it? 

I look up at him and he is waiting for my answer. He is looking nervous. So i smile which makes him smile. 

Lydia: Blake, I love you.

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