Amu in a band

Breaking apart

"Amu?" Utau called out. Tears brimmed up on Amu's face. More time apart?! "Amu!!" Utau started banging on the door. "Amu?" Ikuto said. Amu looked at the phone. He shaking hand grabbed the phone and she held it up to her ear. "I-Ikuto?" She asked, her voice cracking in pain as she held back the tears. "Amu, in sorry but I had no choice she public ally announced it before telling me... it'll be another year..." He explained. Amu let the tears flow at that point. Another year?! She couldn't live like this anymore. Never getting to see your boyfriend? Why did she chose this life? "I can't... I can't... I can't live... isn't live like this..." She said into the phone more hot tears went down her face. She didn't want to break up with him but this was no life. Waiting for him was like waiting for ice cream to melt in Antarctica. "I'm sorry Ikuto..." She muttered into the phone. "No! Amu please! I'll cancel the tour!! Please don't leave me!!" He begged. Amu cried harder allowing him to hear her. "I'm sorry Ikuto... I don't want to do this either... goodbye." She said before hanging up. Ikuto instantly called back she silenced it. She stood up and opened the door. Everyone stood there looking at her with saddened faces. "It's okay guys. Let's go practice." She said, weakly smiling. Utau sighed and patted Amu's shoulder. "We're going to go pale active but you stay here and try to collect yourself. We don't need press..." She said. Amu hung her head realizing that that was the last thing they needed. "Sorry..." she apologized. Utau smiled. "It's okay... we'll bring back ice cream and your favorite movie, okay?" Utau tried cheering her up. Rima sighed. "It's going to be fine, there's no way he'll let Amu go..." She mumbled as they scurried out the door. Amu was left alone, an empty feeling in her stomach. She was alone. Ikuto wasn't hers anymore. She wasn't his. More tears came and she screamed from the pain. "I hate this!!" She shouted as she threw a nearby pillow at the wall. "I hate myself!!!" She screamed. She fell to the floor sobbing her eyes out. Her phone rang and she looked at the ID. It was Ikuto. She say there watching the phone ring. It was one of his bands songs. She sobbed and fell down, laying on her side. When she fell she accidentally answered the call. "I hate myself!!" She shouted. "Amu?" Ikuto asked. "The paparazzi will find out and it'll be everywhere!!" She cried. "I have to get rid of everything!!" She wailed. "But this t-shirt is my favorite!!" She bawled as clung onto the shirt she stole from Ikuto. "Amu? Hello?" Ikuto asked. "I can't! No! I love him! I should call him!! No I can't! It'll make things complicated!! To apologize over phone! That's stupid! Besides... our relationship would go back to being long distance! For a while fricken year! And after that who knows what will happen!!" She started bawling again. "I can't take it anymore!! I never get to see him! He's probably with some other girl by now! No Ikuto isn't like that! He stayed dedicated." Amu fought with herself. Ikuto sighed and hung up. He couldn't beat to listen to anymore of her break down. He barged out of his room, running into his manager. "Ikuto! Where are you going the tour bus is ready!" She called after him. "He looked back at her angrily. "Thanks to you not only am I canceling the tour but I'm ending our contract as well!" He stated loud and clear. She stood there. "I don't understabd, you have so much promise and I told you if you wanted to end our contract I would do it... you don't like it right? But if I do it then there's no choice but for you to stay here with me." She challenged. Ikuto shook his head. "Because of you the only girl I've ever loved kore than singing is going insane and breaking up with me and is probably eating chocolate right because you failed to tell me about this tour that I didn't even know about! Now I'm going to expose you and everything you've done to me!" He growled as he stormed out. His manger stood there shocked. Not her secret!! She chased after him. As soon as he left the building cameras were everywhere. "Ikuto where do you plan on going for your tour!!?" A girl asked. Ikuto sighed and took her microphone. "To those of you who are watching..."
Amu leaned in. She was saying her chocolates crying her eyes out, flipping through the tv channels when she found Ikuto on TV. "Im here to tell you, any I'm here to tell you, I'm not going on tour." Amu started choking on her chocolates. Was he really giving up his career for her. No she couldn't let him do this. She dialed his number and heard his phone ring on the tv. Ikuto smiled. "Oh... looks like Amu heard me." He picked up the phone. "Hello Amu." She instantly pounced on the topic. "You idiot! Just braces were breaking up doesn't mean you have throw away your career!! Are you crazy this is huge! You get to go on tour!!" She shouted at him. He chuckled. "Sorry Amu but I'll let everyone know why I'm not doing the tour..." He then pulled the phone away from his ear and sighed deeply. "The reason I'm not going on tour is because of my manager. She's been forcing me to do things in bad ways. I only know found out about the tour. She made it up! She agreed to something and told everyone before telling me! That's not the only thing!" He pointed to his manager who was trying to sneak away. "She's made me do terrible things. She's kept me from my girlfriend and she's done things to me that weren't very good but I kept telling myself that I was going to see Amu soon, that I could end the deal and go back to her!" Ikuto took a pause and tears streamed down Amu's face. "Ikuto..."