I grew up

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I was a little girl who dreamt of vengence

Of violence

I am a woman who dreams of justice

Of peace


I believed he was responsible for all our troubles

Surely he was the devil

Him, the father I never had

The father I'd rather kill


And as his daughter

I would avenge my loved ones

My tortured mother

My traumatized sister


Our broken history

Our tainted name

Our ruined family

Our darkened frame


All your blow

How much misery could cause a ghost

How much anger could raise a shadow

All these woes


The only solace was his absence

The banishment of his existence

The only luck I had

Compared to my comrades


To not have known your presence

To not have known your ire

The cost of your violence

The damages of your souvenir


Don't call him better

I told my mother

Don't say the word "father"

He does not deserve this favour


I burnt the photos of your faces

Cleaned after your flood

Destroyed your traces

Uprooting your curse of my blood


Grateful for my absence of memories

To prevent me from falling apart

I burned the past anew

And gave my name a new start


You were dead to me

Even before you'd die

I would not mourn you

I would rejoice your goodbye


Your poison ends with who I became

The anger you buried in me

The curse you engraved in our name

The struggles you left on our journey


The little girl I was

Was dreaming of the day I'd hear

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