I am not anymore
I am not the one you knew
I changed so much
I mean, life changed me
After everything I've been through
Who would not?
I died a thousand deaths
And lived a thousand lives
To become the one I am today
If all the dreams I had somehow died
All my expectations
And the plans I had for my future
They all died with a part of me
It is time to grieve
And let place for who I am now
Dead and reborn
I am sorry for my loss
But I can't be who I was anymore
I have to let her go
And tell her goodbye
Face the one I became
Who life made of me
I believe that all of them
All the versions of me
We look at each other
Proud of each other
Maybe it is all me
It's all mine
I own who I was
And who I am
And the change you fear
I embrace with wide arms
It is my strength
To my past I say
Rest in peace
Bittersweet youth
You were not the best years of my life
You were not innocent and blissful
Like many could think
We are not the same
I have given my everything
Just to make it out alive
Even when it killed me
Over and over again
It might be nothing to you
But it took all of me
To my youth I say
Thank you, next
Thank you for surviving
Thank you for going through the worst
And taking me where I needed to be
Thank you for never giving up on us
No matter how hard life was
Here I am,
Undefeated
It is my victory
I've reached my final form
So let's mourn this girl
This young woman
Who carried me here
Who died so that I could live
Who fell so that I could stand
Who suffered so that I could heal
Who faded so that I could bloom
The rose I have become
Has grown from her tears and blood
Rest in peace
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Fire rose
PoezieA book that hopefully will sparks your heart in fire, light a deep passion inside of your chest, burning red hot and wanting for more, leaving you longing. A book full of stories so deep you could drown in it, bewitching your mind and soul, robbing...
