Not sorry

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A nightmare

A vision

A little girl staring at me

Her eyes two flames in the night

So full of anger

She is dead

But she is me


What did happen ?

Why come to me ?

I did nothing to her

Maybe I couldn't save her

She is so mad

But she is me

I am still her

She carries my wrath

It didn't disappear

I feel it in my heart still

A burning fire in my chest

Leaving me asphyxiated 


Daughter of evil

Demon child

With eyes of fire

I am she and she is me

I still have the same burning eyes

The same killing look on my face

The same darkness in my heart

The same rage between my teeth

The same blood boiling in my veins


Childhood devil

Child demon

Look at what you made me

Dear Mother,

Dead Father,

All of you, Ancesters,

Look at the monster you've created

The creature you've engendered

The innocent girl you've killed

Before she could even born

Before her first hour

You've already spoiled 

Her future with insanity


Look how mad you've made me

Are you proud ?

Are you satisfied ?

But hush, don't tell

For I won't listen to

The silence of the graves

My heartbeat is too loud

My fury too huge

To forgive and forget

And I shall destroy this cycle

With my life and blood


Look at what you've done

What you've left us

A past to recover from

Wounds to heal from

A curse to lift off us

A damnation to free ourselves from

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