ada yang suka english version? okay ke kalau aku buat dwibahasa je lepas ni
چيلضواود ميموري
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dear myself, (childhood)
hi, how are you,
are you all right?
i'm sorry for what i do for you in my childhood memory,
we just cry and hide all the pain,
but you know we are strong right,
from primary until secondary,
we go through it with strength,
everyday is like prison to me,
my mind was stressing,
i am depressed,
i am pleased,
who are too curious about other people,
but I don't care about myself,
children our age are happy with their but we?
only pain we go through,
insulted, hated, reviled,
people don't like you and me.
i am really tired you know,
when will this all end?
i tired to pretend good to other people who don't appreciate me,
i really tired to a kind person,
but what else?
they do nothing,
Ya Allah, strengthen us.
to be able to forget all these bitter memories.
everyday the words were playing in mind,
like i have another voice in my brain,
my anxiety, trauma we never clear from me,
i am very scared to make friendship.
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Jumaat, 10 November 2023, 21:56pm
