Way of my soul || Poetry

xxxiv. anymore

Disappointed in the friend I once knew

I always considered you as "one of the few"

your screams are a nightmare even in the day

and flashes of your hateful eyes continuously replay

and I've never been so helpless, I've never felt so alone

fighting off the urge to call you on the phone

Is this why we came so far ? Is this what was meant to be ?

Will new light come set our souls free ?

Or will our bonds remain fractured with no aid to heal ?

I'm scared that tomorrow
what if this gets more worse ?

holding onto our shattered remains, this feels like a curse

I really wish this wasn't so bad
I wish this was reversed

All I can write is about you
in every.single.verse

we only lasted for the memories
not for a lifetime

It is time to move on
I've resided in a home that wasn't mine for too long

Though I found comfort in every corner I could find

I've come to realisation that kind of comfort wasn't mine

together we've seen everything, faced countless ups and downs

but you've snatched all my reasons to hold on to you for now

anymore