Way of my soul || Poetry

xxxv. heartbroken

Dear bestie for life I know you are mad

I don't think you know but I'm really sad

You may think I don't care

But Im just trying to be there

When we're slowly splitting apart

I'm just trying to hold on to the strings that connect us by heart

I know you prefer staying away from some atrocities

I know i should too but I miss all of us laughing soulfully

you may think I'm taking your feelings lightly

But how you're feeling is poison to my body

I'm stupid and I still think I can solve it with her

You're smart, you know your place way better

I just miss us bringing chaos during lunch break

And making trouble that put our school lives at stake

I miss when we look to eachother across the room for an inside joke

And immediately stop dancing when someone walks in like we're wearing invisibility cloaks

I miss when we used to play that shitty game together

We weren't doing it right but it was fun cuz we had eachother

the place is feeling so freaking small nowadays

because all of us have seem to gone our own seperate ways

A friendship of 2 years with her suddenly banished

It all happened so suddenly I still can't digest

I realise my mistake and understand your anger

You can't bear to see us getting hurt by the same boomer

It'll take me sometime but I'll still do my best

to pass letting go in this forgetting someone test

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