xxxiii. Life

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So I thought I'll write a poem
I don't know what I'll write about
happiness? sadness? anxiety? depression?
A crush? A love? A girl? A clout?

But recently I've felt everything
every emotion in the book
at some point I even felt nothing
life dragged me to places and said "take a look"

So I thought I'll write a poem
I don't know what I'll write about
happiness? sadness? anxiety? depression?
A crush? A love? A girl? A clout?

but life recently slapped me so many times
and it gave me the warmest hugs
I felt so safe, then abandoned and
punished for someone else's crimes

So I thought I'll write a poem
I don't know what I'll write about
happiness? sadness? anxiety? depression?
A crush? A love? A girl? A clout?

But recently I found out
that life is the weirdest shit

It'll kiss you but you'd get bit
so life is what this poem's about

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Context: I only recently found out that life is the weirdest shit because my childhood was a fairy tale. . but as a child, I was unaware of the darkness of my surroundings.

Darkness lurked everywhere, in every corner, in every day yet to come. . the fairies were foes, "perfect" wasn't really perfect

It's been a long time since and I think I know now

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