My scared love

Chapter 14

“Well for one you’re going to be out of commission for a minute and two I want to be prepared for everything so that means no more fighting each other” Jay looks and Dani and Jessy. “Now for those of you who don't remember Zara is our new hacker and I want everyone to have train with her once every week,” Jay says and I scratch my arm feeling nervous “And as for Anderson thanks to the information that Zara got us we know some details…Dani come see me later” Jay says and Dani nods.

“Okay that's everything-” “Wait-I have something to say” Rico speaks and everyone's eyes go to him “I want to give Zara all my gadgets, and what nots” Rico says looking at me “I don't know how to use them so maybe she will…you found me using a laptop and my phone number,” Rico says and shimmies up “I want you to have everything you need so when the time does come that one of us needs something urgent we can go to you,” Rico says and I smile “Thank you, Rico,” I say and he nods.

“Dani can show you where all the stuff is, for now, Henry come with me,” Jay says and everyone starts piling out. “Come on Rosie I'll show you where everything is,” Dani says grabbing my arm, we go to the living room to the closet that's right there “I'm confused isn't this the closet,” I ask and she chuckles “Yes you're correct but this is also where the basement is,” she says and I look at her confused.

“Just come on” she pushes me in and closes the door “Oh confined spaces my favorite,” I say sarcastically “Stop being a smart ass,” she says going to the floor and sliding a small door open “Woah that's so cool,” I gasp as she crawls in, I follow after her in the pitch dark room “Careful there are still stairs' she says grabbing my arm helping me up. “Come on let's go,” she says clicking on a bright flashlight.

“You know when we were building the house this was one of the trickiest rooms to build,” she says and starts walking down the stairs “Yeah I bet not only is it a basement but it's also connected to the closet” I say following her. “Okay here we are just stay right there so I can find the switch” She walks away from me and within seconds the room lights up and all around is any technical nerd dreams of a computer setup that would make even a little kid excited. “Woah this is amazing,” I say excitedly.

“Yeah Rico tried to do all the tech stuff, even got all this equipment” she chuckles  “This is amazing Dani…tell Rico I said thank you so much…but for now I'm going to start these up” I smile rubbing the keyboard “I'll tell him…if you don't mind-”

“Go be with him I’ll be fine here” I smile and she nods eagerly and rushes upstairs. “Let's get you started,” I say to the computer plugging them in, they all power on and I look at the monitors in awe.

Jay's POV
*Knock knock* I look up from the papers that Zara gave me, “Come in” I see Dani's head pop in, “Hey..” she smiles nervously. “Oh..hey come in” I get up, “You wanted to talk” she sits down on my bed, “Umm…yeah look…I know that today was hard with...umm…recognizing Anderson but I just want to tell you I'm not mad at you or anything and, I understand it’s hard and I’m sorry you were worried about coming to me” I sit down beside her.

“I know it was kind of the cowards way to send Rosie but…I just couldn’t do it…it broke my heart my two older brothers….we're all broken…I just missed him and it was heartbreaking not to be able to reach out for both of my brothers” she sighs looking down.

“I understand it hurts…but I love you and I'm sorry that this is how it is…just remember I love you” I hug her “I love you too Jay” she sniffles, “Okay now you get going go check on your boyfriend” I nudge her slightly. “Yeah okay” she chuckles, after she leaves I go back to reading the notes Zara wrote. *Knock knock*

Zara’s POV
“Hey doll” I turn around and see Henry coming downstairs “Oh…um Hey,” I say shifting awkwardly “So Dye sent me down here he said you wanted to talk to me,” Henry says getting closer to me “Oh Umm…yeah…no…actually it's nothing” I chuckle “Seeing how you are trying to get away from me right now it's obviously something” he say reaching his hand out to me.

“Um it's just that…” I take his hand “This morning kind of bothered me because I thought you guys had saw me more than... just some piece of meat…it kind of made me feel…upset?” I say looking down. “Oh…you're right we should've never spoken about you like that it was wrong of me for initiating it, I didn’t mean to upset you but thank you for telling me,” he says and I slowly lift my head.

“…But I do believe that you still owe me a shower” he winks making me turn red “You know if me and the guys ever learned to share you'd be seriously fucked” he says and I tilt my head “Why do you say that,” I ask “Because then you would get all three of us…at once” he whispers in my ear and then places a soft kiss on my neck. “But you would like that wouldn't you” he whispers in the other ear kissing that side of my neck.

“I…I…I don't know” I grip his shirt feeling goosebumps run all over my body, “How about we do a little test…focus on my touch,” he says and slides his hand down to my ass “Now just..imagine if Dye was behind you sucking on your neck gripping your ass” he says squeezing me “Mmm” I groan as he continues kissing on my neck.

“Now imagine Jay grabbing your face,” he says moving one hand to my face and keeping the other on my ass. “And imagine him just kissing you” he places his lips on mine and I kiss him feeling hot all over. He pulls back “Then imagine him just sticking his tongue down your throat,” he says and then kisses me again sticking his tongue in my mouth and swirling around. I grip his shirt harder feeling my insides melt my core burning to be touched.

“Henry” I say breathy he moves back and slides his tongue down my neck “Mhm” I groan throwing my head back. “W..we need to stop” I groan “Why is it too much for you” he walks me back until I hit the wall “Oh no it's not that…you're just really turned on and know that letting me do this isn't nice for jay and Dye” he starts nibbling on my neck “Ah Henry” I moan.

“I bet your soaked right now” his hand travels down to my inner thigh “Mhm w..we can't” I moan “Oh but you want to so bad…don't you” his other hand travels inside my shirt “Don’t make this harder then it is” I grab his hand from my shirt, “Hmm okay then” he says and pulls back I stand there out of breath realizing I kept holding my breath. “Awe man…I should take care of this” he says looking down, I follow his eyes and see his bulge trying to escape his pants.

“Mm” I groan quietly squeezing my legs together, “Oh are you second-guessing yourself right now” he chuckles. “I second-guessed myself the second that you moved away,” I say and he smirks “I have to go to my room if you change your mind you know where I'll be and  what I'll be doing” he winks and turns around. “Whew, that was a close one” I whisper gripping my shirt.