Is It Worth It (2nd)

Chapt. 4 - Des

I haven't spoke to Jas since New Years. That was like three weeks ago. I miss my bitch. I hope she's able to get custody of Josiah though. He needs someone right now cause he's definitely going down the wrong road and I only want good for him.

"Baby where my shorts?" I looked to see Champ looking at me. "I don't know. I haven't had em." She punched her hand. "But you wash my clothes." "Well maybe you should wash your own clothes and put your own clothes up and we wouldn't have this problem now would we?" She rolled her eyes. "When you leaving?" Champ looked at me like I'm up to something. "Why? You fucking round?" I shook my head. "If I was it shouldn't be a problem. I saw that text that bitch Ursula sent you." She found her shorts and put them on. "If you fucking around I suggest you stop unless you want that mothafucka to die." I went to open the apartment door. "Bye Champ." She walked to the door and stood in my face. "So you putting me out ma?" "Obviously I'm not inviting you in. Bye." She walked out and I shut the door in her face. Champ is not everything I thought she would be. She did everything to get me. Why though? So she could play with my feelings and see other bitches? She playing herself, I got a boo and its not her clown ass.

I walked up to the restaurant AJ invited me too. We're not on official terms but we're taking it slow. We both apologized for everything and decided we should take it slow. "Where baby girl?" I gave AJ a hug then sat down in my chair she pulled out for me. "I dont get a hey, how you doing? You go straight to my daughter." She kissed my cheek before sitting in her seat. "Where ya girl at?" I looked up from the menu and rolled my eyes. "She's not my girl and before you say it, she doesn't live with me, she just spends the night sometimes." AJ nodded her head slow. "If you don't want her why you letting her fuck you and play you?" I put the menu down and told the waitress what I wanted to drink. "Honestly I dont know. Champ is not the charming sweetheart she made herself out to be. Like earlier she told me I better stop fuckin round unless I want a mothafucka to die." AJ looked around before pulling up ha shirt. "Tell her she better have good aim cause if she dont kill me I'll personally deliver the black dress for ha mama to wear." I shook my head. "Please I don't need that AJ. Both of y'all need to stop." AJ stared at me. "No you need to stop. If you dont want her put her shit out. Tell her how you really feel. Stop putting us on hold for a good nut, I give good nuts too." I looked at AJ and cracked a smile thinking how many times she made me cum. I could tell she was serious though so I cleared my face and got myself together. "Its not that easy." "Yes it is I got dirt on Champ and I got ridas that don't mind taking that charge or being a snitch. I'll handle that if it means keeping you safe. You putting yourself deeper in a situation you don't have to be in." "I know that but..." "Ain't no buts Des, get yourself out before its too late. I got you."