𝕽𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖆𝖇𝖑𝖊

CHAPTER 8

⚠️Might contain some scene that triggers you ⚠️

NICK'S POV:

       Yesterday was an exceptional day for both of us , we opened up more to eachother which made us more close than before . He said about his interest to me , how he like music , painting, arts , to be a passenger priceness I chuckled at it and also how he's past affect him till date. I felt so sorry for him tho I don't know what happened but I do feel pity, because he is an absolute angel I want to protect him from this crucial world ; luckily I have an really supportive parents they love me unconditionally but it's not same for him. If your child wants to run away from you then it must something serious .... weeks passed by we were getting more n more closer than before it's like hardly I was in my room sometimes we even had sleepover and often more like it was too late that I have to sleep at his . My feelings for him start to get stronger,I felt more urge to make him mine . Everyone around him loved him he already got 2 confession also I was suprised but not shocked I mean just look at that personality who wouldn't love it , that gorgeous face, that perfect body propotion. He's definition itself was Perfect . We were going to campus area to hang around including Us , Alexis , Sanice and Ross. It was Valentines Day today but for us it was an normal day because the five of us were single .

Shashank's POV:

      We were going to campus when someone called me. I turn around to see there was an huge decoration of a proposal , there he was the boy, the boy I had crush on whole semester, the most popular guy in this University asking me to be his boyfriend "Nicolas Mark"!! .
"Hi Sweetheart on this special occasion
I want to ask you out , ask you to be mine , I feel incomplete can you please  complete me by being my other half ?" He asked popping out the ring and kneeling down . There was crowd cheering me up telling me to say yes Alexis and Sanice were also screaming by the joy . "That's it I need to let go the psst I need to be with someone and I like him too so it's yes" . I paused for a moment looking at Nick he had no reaction on his face nor did Ross I taught they were shocked! "Come on say something he is down on his knee" said Alexis giggling. "IT'S YES I WOULD LIKE TO BE YOURS MARK I HAVE WAITED WHOLE SEMESTER FOR IT" .   "WOAHHHHHHH" The whole crowd shouted he put the ring on my finger grab me by my neck and kissed me passionately,I broke this kiss to look into his eyes and he kiss him again . The first time I ever felt something for him was the first day of the semester when Nick ran away , I had an anixety attack outside he came to me and make me feel at ease the first person to ever knew about me getting anixety attack , he was my partner throughout my semester class in Political theory subject
     As Me , Mark ,Alexis are doing BA in History of Art with Material Studies while Nick , Ross and Saince doing BA in Philosophy . We have English, Sociology subject class in common so we used meet in that class all 5 of us together . Mark took me out on an date,it's our first date together we went to beach side restaurant where you can dine in infront of the beach , it was truly mesmerizing for me . He even pre decided the food we had thai-curry , spring rolls and red wine Yes I do drink red wine on occasion my parents do know they are OK since, I don't consume too much and little bit of wine doesn't damage you until you consume too much . We Enjoyed our dinner with talks in-between him telling about his family how he loves them . Wish I could say the same I frowned! "Hey what happened baby"he asked leaving his seat " Nothing I was just being overwhelmed by all this , I love it thank you for this I really love it" I hugged him for a min . We finished our dinner with a dessert and then strolling around the beach it was Breath taking the view,the air, the waves , everything was Perfect .
     We  went to the room we were laying , mark bounce on me joining our lips together it was him doing it i was very tried and it's hard for me to directly jump to be comfortable enough with intimacy. I know he is my boyfriend but there is a space we need sometime to be comfortable enough , "Wait,Mark I don't feel like to I'm too tried " He stopped for a moment and then jump again to do it . I pushed myself a little bit away from him , "Not now please" i said he did not listen and started kissing me down my neck ,sucking hard on it to leave hickeys then the chest slowly going more down "Nooooo" i screamed at him because him getting me trigger now "Don't" i said , "Why , I'm your boyfriend you should let me like how can i resist not to "."Yes you are mark but right now A NO IS A NO I'm not comfortable remember how much time i took to talk with you so this is a huge thing give me time to be more comfortable and open up to you "! "Okay" he said flipping off onto the bed and then hear his snores.
I couldn't sleep whole night thinking how he wouldn't stop after literally begging him to stop till I have to raise voice . I sighed stopping my overthinking thought of how he would not be good enough to me . Have I chosen the wrong person to love to be with ?