𝕽𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖆𝖇𝖑𝖊

CHAPTER 9

Nick's POV:

I felt an pang in my chest when SHAS said yes to mark's proposal I taught we were a thing but it was not , I was the one who believed in us anyways I can't blame him he never said that we are more than friends . Infact he never said we are friends it was my delusional that I taught we were . Mark grabbed Shas by neck to kiss me , oh lord it was so painful to watch my heart shattered into pieces I want to run away for the first time . Ross was observing me he saw that I was about to cry "Hey buddy it's okay" he said stroking my back ' I want to leave Ross' I said to him he took me away at back of UNI . I broked down infront of him completely tears flowing down my cheeks , my face being whole red and my body full of sweats it was an unbearable feeling I had in me "it's okay man shit happens don't be like this he would never like to see you like this "
'Why Ross why didn't I was being good wasn't I enough for him why did he do that, am I ugly am I worst or did I do things which made me bad , why?' . "Shhhhh you were more than enough Nick he just that he saw you as his best friend and you more than it , it's better that he is still your friend better than breaking up fully , you love him Nick and he likes you there is difference and You misunderstood like as a love it's time to be honest with yourself orelse it will break you more and more. I sobbed
So hard in his arms that I have no control over my body , I couldn't walk properly. Ross took me to my room at first he said that he will take me with him but stubborn me said no everytime.

Shashank's POV:

The night before today was not good . I left the room early In morning without letting mark notice , I can't help but run away to Sanice room she was my best-friend. I needed to tell her this it was 6 a.m I was knocking on the door a little louder than slow , "Who is that , A son of bitch this early " she said opening the door ; "OHH SHAS come in what happened " she asked pouring a glass of water for me I drank it as fast as I can since I was about to cry "I....I yesterday we went on the date it was fine until ... until we reach the room , we freshen up ready to sleep when he hoped on me kissing me everywhere on my face , I paused on my body... I went silent. "Oh my god she held me in her arms Oh so sorry to hear that Shas , we shouldn't have forced you to say yes we are so sorry" Nothing came out of my mouth Sanice knows about my past I told her and she never told about it to anyone . She knows what trigger me and she everytime console me whenever I had flashbacks she made realized that it can never go away fully , no matter how hard I tried. " I begged him Sanice, I fucking begged him still he didn't stop atlast I have to scream " I sighed taking a deep breath. "Oh man that's such a red flag Shas I can't keep I words how I feel for you but I'm here for you remember, and if you feel to break up with him do it I'm with you , I'll support you and it's wrong to get this intimate with someone on first date already when they are clearly uncomfortable". " Do you think I should break up ?" , " Yes if he treats you like that then you should she said tucking strand of my hair behind my ear".