𝕽𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖆𝖇𝖑𝖊

CHAPTER 16

SHASHANK'S POV

There was an knock on the door , I ran straight to the door opening it wide revealing Nick with his hands at back . I got confused but I told him to come in he came and I closed the door, I turned around to make my way to the living room when I saw Nick standing infront me with the bouquet pf sunflower and Daisies. Ohhh my goddd this is too much I said looking at him and the flower . "Nah this is for my daisy " he said looking at my eyes and at my lips , I licked my bottom lips unintentionally because I was nervous. He leaned into me and kissed me slow , "Why you choose sunflower and Daisy " I asked him in between the kisses . "SHHH , IT'S A SECRET " he whispered in my ears as I can feel how hot his breath was and how it was gonna turn me on . We sat on the sofa and I handed him the remote walking back to kitchen to bring the snacks , "So what you want to see " he asked me "Whatever is fine " . He hummed at my respond and put on the "FRIENDS" it was the 4th time I was watching friends but first tine with him . After 2 episode latter he paused the screen and turned around to face me , "Shas what are we" was the question he popped out of the no where .

NICK'S POV

It's been almost an hour I have been here and by passing minute I felt the urge to ask him and to tell him is he mine's . I finally gather up the shit and asked him the question " So what are we " i asked he was blanked but he opened up his mouth "What you want us to be " ;
"I never want us to be just friends Shas I see you more than a friend". His eyes widened "But you are not gay Nick , and been open about your sexuality this days is stressful it's not as easy as it look on social media. You have to fight battles with others to get yourself 'VALIDATe' also no matter how much u fought with others for accepting you ; u must accept yourself first and if u are comfortable enough with yourself I'm so glad about it" Shas said I sighed at his response " I know I never said about my sexuality with you or anyone but I came to the conclusion I can be Gay , and i already opened up about it to my mom and dad and they said they are proud of me that I was comfortable enough to be open to them. And I will fought with people for my rights as long as they are not letting us live peacefully ". I said " I'm so proud of you baby" Shas said taking me into his arms , " So about us you know how my first relationship turned into and I know this would be complete different from that but I just want you to know that I'll make sure to prove that I'm not a man whore ,who keep jumping from one relationship to other I was genuinely hurt by him and I Do not expect it from you . U make me feel things , u make me happy , u comfort me, and make me feel loved and heard ; So please be patience with me when I'm out if my mind " Shas blurted out and chuckled. " Don't you ever call yourself a whole Shas I know u are not everyone makes mistake and u getting into that relationship was your mistake and I don't feel like u blame yourself for it , he was the whore who makes up fall promises and stuff to make you his toy. And I would never do this when u will have your that period I'll sit down with you with patience in silence but never would leave and I love you Shas I truly do you are my first ever love ; I have girls around me whole the time but it never felt like there was something, U make me feel the tension and still there is that's what show how our body craves eachother. He said
" NICK DAVIES WILL YOU BE MY BOYFRIEND " finally the moment I was waiting for was here the moment Shas spoke those words my eyes became teary