The Raven in the Night

lost and found

i love to keep many stuff in my room,
my books,
my pillows,
even my journals,
they're all so precious to me.

but there's one hateful thing I hate,
i hate my thoughts,
i hate my bottled up emotions,
and sadly,
they're also stuck in this room.

i don't want to ever spill it all to you,
otherwise i would mess up again,
i would lose everyone i loved,
i would even lose you;
but if i never spill it at all,
it would break me in the inside instead,
i would cry, and cry and cry,
and noone can relieve this pain,
cuz' they're too overwhelming to be dealt with.