Broken Into Darkness

Chapter 6 Ethan!

I was being very observant with Bella. She looked happy but feels very nervous. She seems to be a very nice girl. I am not a people person but she seems cool. I do want to get to know her and make sure she is a trust worthy person, though I feel like she is. I can see Stella and Bella becoming good friends with each other. She seems very comfortable with Simon and Lina. She also seems to tolerate Katie. So she has to be an okay girl.

Raymond I can see is becoming attracted to Bella, I seen that the day he spilled her coffee on her. That is why he wanted her to finsh off the tour with us. He can relate to her in more ways then he relates to Katie. It is like they are destined to be together, like soulmates. I seen how annoyed he was getting with that guy who was hitting on her. When he kissed her, he was up and at that table so fast. Then the day she broke down, he wanted to take her back to his room to make sure she was okay because she was drinking alot. I can't even begin to know how she is feeling. Losing her mother, I don't know how I would react if I lost my mother. It is hard when I know she is always there when I need her. It hurts to even think like that.

"Lina just texted me, Bella is back and they want me to go over to their room." Stella said.

"Okay, I am going to go to our room, to relax and draw for a bit."

She smiled, kissed me and left. I finished my drink and headed up to my room. As I sat down at the desk to draw my mind went to Katie and how she acts. Raymond is going to get tired of her bullshit and eventually break up with her. I feel that she is just using him for fame and his money. He will soon see that and end it, he is trying to find a way to replace his empty feeling inside. Bella I can see well bring the good out of him. He wants to know her more, on a deeper level. Bella doesn't want fame or his money. She wants to work for her money. She wants to hang and get to know us as normal people, she doesn't want to just be around us because we are rock stars. She is a fan of us and she is treating us like we aren't rock stars. I guess time will tell what will happen with Raymond and Katie. I am rooting for Bella.

Bella!

Stella showed up at the door, we all sat on the sofa that was in the room while Simon layed in bed on his phone.

"So that guy kissed you?" Lina said.

"Yes."

"How was it?" Stella asked.

"I didn't really have time to think, it was a surprise to me. Do guys just randomly go around kissing girls without their permission?"

I was not used to that kind of thing, I don't really pay much attention to guys like that though Raymond is an exception. I watch him alot, it's pretty pathetic. I was very much aware that he got up so fast and rushed over to the table, I like to think it was because he liked me but I think he saw how uncomfortable I was.

"Raymond got up so fast after that guy kissed you." Stella stated.

So I wasn't the only one who noticed that, that is a good thing but what does that mean when he did that? Like why would he do that? What if I did like that kiss? My gut was telling me he would have done anything to keep him from kissing me again or even touching me.

"Yeah, he probably was worried that he was some weird ass creep. He was being nice and protective." I said.

"No, I think it is more than that Bella." Lina giggled.

Simon, Lina, and Stella laughed. I frowned, am I missing some joke here? I stayed quiet. We heard a knock on the door. Simon got up confused as to who was knocking at the door. He opened it. There stood the dude Alex, who kissed me.

"Can I help you?" Simon asked.

Alex was swaying back and forth, he pointed to me, " I want to talk to herrrr pleaseee." He slurred.