Broken Into Darkness

Chapter 7 Raymond!

I watched Bella as she climbed out of the bed, I thought she was going to leave and go sleep on the sofa. She took her pants off and pulled off her bra. She must have thought I had fallen asleep, I did keep my eyes closed to let her think I was. She quickly climbed back into the bed pulling the blankets over her shoulders, she looked over at me. She smiled, her face turned red I wonder why?

"Goodnight!" I whispered.

She looked startled, I guess she thought I was sleeping because she jumped.

"Oh, I thought you were asleep. Sorry! Uh night." She said.

Her face turns red alot. Wonder what she is thinking about that she gets so embarrassed that her face keeps turning red. I think it is so cute, she is so different from alot of the girls I dated and she is also different from the fans. What is it about her that has me really hooked? I never really want people to come on tour with me but her I did. I've been in a few relationships, I didn't want none of them to come with or make me feel anything like how Bella does. Hell Katie doesn't even make me feel the way Bella does. I feel alive with her here around me. Like we are connected somehow, I want to know what that means. It feels like our souls know each other. Like they always knew each other.

Bella, she is very pure, like she is very easy to be around. I can breathe when she is here. I never realized how I felt until her being around me. She definitely doesn't see herself in a good way, like others around her see her as a good person. Everyone here cares about her. Her friends definitely want what's best for her. I can see that she is hurt and very much broken. I wonder who hurt her to cause so much sadness and her losing her mother can't be easy with someone whos suffers with depression and anxiety with suicidal thoughts. She really scared me when we were in the dressing room. She was just going to kill herself right there in front of us all, she was so lost. I am scared what she will do to herself while she is alone with no one to stop her. I won't let that happen, I will make sure I am with her. I will bring her joy and happiness. She deserves that much, I will bring light back into her life. Just as I believe she will bring light into my life too.

The next morning, Simon came to wake me up. He was confused to see Bella in my bed with me. It was written all over his face but he then smiled about it. I looked at Bella, she looked so peaceful that I didn't want to disturb her. I sighed, climbing over her trying not to wake her up, she moved opening up her eyes. Her eyes widened, I can imagine what this must look like to her.

Everything happened so fast, she freaked out. I lost my balance and fell out into the hallway floor of the bus, pulling her with me as I fell on my back. She was on top of me, she tried to get up really fast but her blanket was tangled between her legs that she fell back, down the step knocking Adien down. He fell over her, his legs were across her stomach.

Bella's face was beat red, she was so embarrassed. Everyone started laughing, that made Bella pull the blanket over her face to hide there for a few minutes. I got up, I walked over to help Adien up. I kneeled down to Bella, I pulled the blanket down to look at her. Her face was red, which is so cute.

"You okay?" I asked.

"No that was embarrassing." She stated.

I started to laugh again. She frowned at me, she clearly didn't think what just happened was funny. I just could not help it, her face was priceless. I tried to stop laughing.

"It's not funny." She was frowning.

This time I stopped laughing, I helped her up. She had the blanket wrapped around her. She bent down to pick up her bra and pants and walked back to the bathroom.

"Don't laugh at her." Ethan said.

"Ha, says the one laughing."

"That was too funny, and she knocked poor Adien down."