Broken Into Darkness

Chapter 19 Bella!

My alarm went off, I groaned. No!!!! Is it already time to get up? I feel like I just fell asleep. I shut of the alarm and just laid there for a few minutes. I realized I felt refreshed though and very happy. Happy? Now that is crazy, I never thought I would ever be happy again, not since my mother passed away. Why am I happy? Should I be, knowing my mother is dead? Though something was telling me I would see her soon, Bonnie wants to kill me. Being here where there are cameras I should be safe.

I sighed turning over, there Raymond layed. He was the must beautiful soul I have ever met. Knowing we had sex like three times in one night was the most beautiful thing I have ever felt in years. He made me feel loved, I told him that I was falling in love with him. He did not get scared or run away like I was excepting. He had told me he was in love with me, he knew I was the one since he met me at his concert. His hair was all messy, it looked so cute on him. He looked really peaceful which made me glad. He needs the rest with him having trouble sleeping. I thought back to us having sex, how our bodies became one last night right after we told each other how we felt. I smiled thinking of his lips and how his kisses felt, how he touched my body, it was as if my body came to life. I feel this connection is so strong, I have never had this with another before. Makes me think of soulmates, as if we knew each other in our past lives.

I leaned in to kiss him on his cheek. He smiled moving his head in my direction but did not wake up. My very own rockstar who will make it far in life. Hell he has worked so hard to get where he is at now, he is very much loved around the world. Who would have thought me being a fan would turn into becoming friends with everyone and caring so much for them. To me staying at their mother Sarah's to him now being mine. I sighed crawling out of the bed walking over to the bathroom to shower. I got out of the shower, got dressed. I actually had one of my many System shirts on, I giggled knowing I am dating the lead singer who is the man of my dreams. I had black skinny jeans on with converse.

I washed my face, brushed my teeth. I put my makeup on. I don't go all crazy with my makeup. I'm pretty simple. I just put black eyeliner on and mascara. I stood there for a few minutes looking at the sink. Gosh I really hope they like my cleaning, I hope I do a good job. I now am worried that they may find me a terrible cleaner. I started to stress out when I felt his arm wrap around my waist. I turned to smile up at him. I stood on my tiptoes so I could kiss him.

"You ready..." He started to laugh. I frowned. " You are wearing me and my brothers haha"

"Oh, yeah. Remember I am a fan of you guys too."

He bent down to kiss me. He picked me up sitting me on the sink. I wrapped my legs around his waist and kept kissing him. He pulled back and laughed at me.

"Can't get enough of me can you." Raymond teased.

I laughed.

"You horny toad."

"Yep, what can I say. Your dick feels good inside of me."

He started laughing. "So are you ready for work?"

Ugh, he had to remind me of how nervous I am, that they won't like my cleaning. "No, I am actually really fucking nervous."

"Why? You have cleaned houses before."

"Yes, but not for your mother Raymond. What if you guys think i'm a shitty cleaner?"

He studied my face, "Bella, you will do fine. My mother is not picky. We will never think that of you."

"I'd rather stay here with you."

I grabbed him closer to me and kissed him. He moaned picking me up off the counter carrying me to the bed. He put me down, he layed me down as he got on top of me. He kissed my neck, he slid his hand up my shirt so he could caress my breasts. Oh, damn is he really going to have sex with me now that I have to leave for work.