Broken Into Darkness

Chapter 11 Raymond!

I watched Bella, she was sitting with my brothers and Adien. At one point she had her head on Adien's shoulder listening to music. I wonder what she was listening to? Was she listening to rock or spanish? I was a little jealous of the fact that she talked to Ethan about her nightmare when it should have been me. I know I really should not be feeling these feelings for her when Katie is sitting right next to me. I just can't help it, I am very much connected to her. I love how my brothers are treating her as if she is part of the family. Seeing Ethan with her and how he has opened up and talked to her more. She pulled her headphones off to see what Ethan was saying, whatever he was saying it was making her laugh.

"You want to go back to the bus, so we can be alone for awhile?" Katie asked.

"Uh sure."

I looked back at Bella, she was enjoying whatever they were saying to her. I don't really want to leave her alone again. I didn't want to leave her alone while she was showering after what happened with her at the venue. I told them I didn't want her to be by herself. So Ethan was kind enough to stay and wait for her. I'm glad they hit it off, that he likes her.

Katie got up, I followed her lead. Bella looked up when I stood up. She smiled but it didn't reach her eyes. She looked away quickly with an annoyed look. Was I imagining things, she was always happy. She always seemed happy when I was around her, somehow I think me being with Katie had alot to do with her not being happy.

"We are going back to the bus." I stated.

Adien started laughing, "Make sure you are done before we get back."

"Spray when done, we don't want to smell it." Simon chimed.

"Really?"I said shaking my head.

I made, the mistake of looking at Bella. She was upset that much was clear. Hurt was written all over her face. She looked at Ethan leaning into him, she whispered something to him. He nodded with a look of understanding. She got up and went walking towards the bathroom. I stopped, she really should not be alone. I looked at Ethan. I went to walk towards the way she walked.

"Should she really be alone Ethan?"

"Raymond she will be fine, Jane is in the bathroom too."

Katie pulled my hand, I looked at her. She was very confused at my reaction. I sighed and headed back to the bus with her.

When we got to the bus she pulled me in, kissing me on my lips and moving down to my neck. I knew what she wanted so I led her to the bed Bella and I slept on. I feel like this is wrong because anyone could walk in at any moment. What if Bella sees us fucking and I know that would hurt her because of how she feels towards me. Katie pulled my shirt off, she pushed me down on the bed. Her shirt was already off and she was just in her bra. Not too sure when she took it off, my mind is too focused on Bella.

If I was here with Bella she would definitely want to talk and catch up. If we were dating that is. I know she would want to know how my day is going. That is the kind of person she is. This would just be a bonus, I wonder what she would be like in bed. It would be a hot adventure, fuck I need to get my mind off of Bella and focus on Katie. I looked up at her and she started to pull her underwear off along with her bra.

She layed on the bed all naked, she started to pull my boxers down. I was naked along side of her. I adjusted my position where I was on top of her. I started to kiss her lips moving down to her neck. I slowly kissed down to her breasts, I bit her nipples making them get hard and she moaned wrapping her legs around my waist.