Blue Sunsets and Whiskey. - J.Birch

START A FIGHT.

Judd's Pov- (Omg ik right, this might not be very accurate don't come for me yo)

It has been a week since.. Leah's party. Since I've seen Molly. I lay there in the dark, I don't want to think about her. I've been thinking about her too much.

I sit up in my bed, I look at the clock on my side table, 5:39am. I can't go back to sleep now but I don't know what to do. I stand up and pace around my room a little, I can't stop thinking about her but I can't be the type of guy she needs. I can't be happy as that type of guy but she likes me. I've been giving into it. I need to stop.

I grab my burner off my side table and send her a text.

'Don't text me anymore.'

I can't delete it even if I wanted to take it back. But I'm warming up too much to her and it needs to stop.

Molly's Pov- (Back to the loml -that's why shes the character in all my books lol-)

I wake up, covered sweat again. It has been happening for the past week and it's so fucking annoying. I stand up and get in the shower for a few minutes to get the sweat off of me. I get out and dry off, I change into my normal outfit, before I slip my phone into my pocket and take my toke.

I leave the house before walking to school, I pull out my phone and my headphones, I put them in and turn on my phone, a text from Judd huh? I'll check it later. I swipe my phone open and turn on a song, 'START A FIGHT' by GHØSTKID. I pull a smoke out of my pocket and light it, before putting my smokes and my lighter back into my pockets. I take a hit.

Before I know it I'm at the school and my second smoke is done. I put it out on the ground. I walk into the school, immediately going to English as I'm already running late, I have started sitting beside Judd's spot even if he wasn't there.

I sit down in my normal spot, Judd isn't here again but I still sit there. I rest my head on the desk, I hear the teacher talking to someone and then I see someone sit down beside me so I raise my head, it's Judd. He gives me a look.

Not a good look.

I smile at him, "Hi Judd." Maybe he's just in a bad mood.

"Fuck your stupid, check your texts faggot." He says, putting both his headphones in and putting his head down.

My throat feels weird again, I pull out my phone and open his text.

'Don't text me anymore.'

I feel my eyes swell up for a second.. But I thought, he liked me.. I mean the party, we made out. We would've had sex if I let it happen. Maybe I should've let it happen. Maybe he would've stayed.

I raise my hand as I ask to go to the bathroom, the teacher lets me and I pick up my bag before I leave the class. I rush out the front doors before I walk to the back bench. Where I met him. Why does fucking everything remind me of him?? I scream in frustration. I hear someone behind me. None other than Judd Birch.

"What the fuck do you want?!" I scream at him, I can't help it. He just told me not to talk to him yet he's following me around now.

"Why are you so dramatic?" He says in his cold voice. I feel my fists clench up, I have to bite my lip to stop me from swinging on him. I know he'd win.

"I'm not. You just confuse me so much." I say, calming down a little.

"I confuse everyone, that's why I texted you that. You don't deserve to deal with me all the time."

And as he says that. He walks away. I don't get another word. He just leaves.

I walk over to the bench and sit down. I place my stuff beside me and light a cigarette. I exhale it into the air, I feel like I'm about to cry. Why can't he understand that I will deal with it. I'll deal with any of it to just be around him.

"Fucking hell." I mutter. I take another hit of my smoke.

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3 hours later I was laying in bed, I had just gotten home. I hear a ping on my phone. I knew exactly who it was. He was the only person who texted me, he also had been for the past 20 minutes. Everyone else hated me, or they didn't have my phone number.

I pull out my phone and check it. Judd Birch.

'dude i already said i was sorry and i dont say that what else do u want from me??'

I want to be alone. But I can't tell him that. I turn my phone off and put it on my stomach. I close my eyes for a few minutes,

I wake up, hearing rocks being thrown at my window. I check the time. 2 hours later.. I stand up, bracing myself on my side table as I do. I walk over to my window in the corner of my room. I opened it.

"Let me in faggot it's cold out here." His raspy voice hits me again like a drug. I feel like I'm addicted to him.

"Fine." I roll my eyes as I move out of the way, he slips in my window and fixes his shirt as he does. He gives me a smirk. "Molly did you intend to wear there in front of me?" I look down at my outfit.

I'm in a t-shirt and my underwear and I have no bra on. I had clearly taken them off without remembering it..

She's wearing one of my shirts, she doesn't have pants on but she has underwear on, no bra. Her hair is up in a bun.

"Molly?" I hear a slight clicking sound, slowly bringing me back into reality.

"Molly!" Judd's right in front of me, I'm sitting on the ground. "Fuck are you okay?"

I feel the back of my head, it hurts a lot. I wince a little as I try to move. Judd pushes me a little, making me sit back down.

"Sit, I'll pick you up in a second just let me get your bed ready. I'm not leaving you alone tonight." He stands up and moves my blanket down to make room for me to sit. He leans back down and picks me up, setting me down on my bed. I move a little to get comfortable before he puts my blanket over me.

He walks away into the bathroom and grabs a face cloth. He covers it with warm water and brings it back, "Uhm, my dad says this works- so try it I guess." He holds it out towards me and I take it, placing it on my forehead. He walks over to the window and grabs his bag.

He brings it over and puts it beside my bed before going to turn the light off.

"Thank you Judd." I say as he walks back over. He sits down and opens his laptop. He unlocks it and without saying anything, hands it to me with Netflix open. I scroll through it a little before settling on Mean Girls.

"Oh my god- you are a faggot." He says, he rolls his eyes as he puts his arm around me, letting me lean into him. I feel my face go warm again, this man had so many mood swings but when he was good he was good. I couldn't give up on him now.

He leans in a little bit into the movie and kisses my head. His arm slowly tightened around me. Every time it did my heart skipped a beat. I could feel him watching me instead of the movie most of the time but also this was not his kind of movie.

I could feel myself falling asleep but just before I do I make sure that I say one thing.

"Goodnight Judd. Thank you- for tonight."