Blue Sunsets and Whiskey. - J.Birch

Girl of My Dreams.

"Whatever." I took a hit of my joint, I felt myself closing everyone out again. Fuck.

"That's not a whatever thing Molly." He added, okay but if it wasn't why was he so nonchalant about it?

"Yeah it is, I'm fine." I take a hit of my joint, turning to face away from him. I didn't want to speak anymore. I wanted to just disappear. I felt like no one cared about me.

"Yeah sure." He muttered. What the fuck kinda answers was he giving me?

I didn't speak back, I take another hit of the joint before looking around. The trees in the forest were really tall, they blocked out most of the sun yet where we were sitting was cleared of them. I turn back to look at him for a second and hes just sitting there, he has his headphones on and his head was resting back. No wonder Cass liked him.

I take another hit, after another one, another one, and another one. Before the joint is gone. I toss it onto the ground, into a small nearby puddle. It sizzles as it goes out. I pick up another one and light it. Smoking them one after the other.

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40 minutes later, I'm fucked out of my mind. I can't see straight, everything is spinning, my vision is blurry and my eyes are bloodshot, Judd was still sitting beside me. I kept looking back at him after every joint to make sure he was still there. I didn't want to walk back this baked and hurt myself or something.

"J-Judd." I whisper to him, I was closer to him than I was before, I could finally see his eyes and they were such a green colour. They were beautiful.

"What's up?" He turned to me, a small smirk on his face.

"I don't think I can go to class." My words barely even make sense, I'm slurring all of them.

"I don't think you can either." He chuckles in a dark tone.

"Can we go somewhere else? Like just on a walk?" I ask him, he laughs before he pulls a little bag out of his pocket.

"Or we could try something else?" He shakes the bag, it has 4 little pills in it.

"Dead ass?" I ask. "Dead ass."

He pours out the pills into his hand before handing me two of them. He pulls a bottle of Jack out of his bag before downing the pills with it, he holds the bottle out towards me. I take the bottle and down the pills.

"What do these even do?" I ask him, rolling another joint and lighting it.

"Honestly I don't know, Sam gave me them." He chuckles a little, taking another sip of the Jack before putting it back in his bag.

"That's fun. So excited to find out." I say sarcastically. He puts one of his earbuds in before offering me the other one. I take it and put it in, the song 'Girl of My Dreams' by Guti is playing. I hum along to the lyrics, I was finally opening back up again. All of the joints and the pills were warming me up again. My head started to feel a little fuzzy. I put my hand on my temple.

"Are you okay?" He asks, looking at me. His eyes finally had another emotion in them other than anger and coldness, he had concern in them.

"Yeah I'm fine, I just think they're finally starting to hit me." I said back, his gaze at me softened a little as I spoke. His pupils made his eyes almost look black but I was assuming that's what I looked like too.

I pull out my phone before opening Snapchat. I hold my eye open before looking at it, even if I could barely make out anything I could tell my pupils were massive.

"Do you still wanna go on that walk?" He asked, his eyes had a hint of excitement in them now.

"Oh my god yes!" I scream before laughing a little, he stands up before offering out his hand. I take it and he helps me stand up. I brush the dirt off my clothing and he starts walking. The floor started spinning, the sky looked so much more blue and vibrant.

I look back up and Judd's a bit farther ahead than me. I walk a bit faster, almost tripping on my own feet. Judd notices and starts laughing at me.

"Shut up!" I smile at him as I talk, I felt so happy. I had no worries in the world right now.

"You can barely even walk!" He says back, laughing as he does. He looked so much more handsome when he smiled.

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After a while of walking we arrive at a house. An abandon house. It was burnt down a long time ago. It was so pretty outside, vines on the walls, some of the windows were boarded up from people breaking in, it had a little side yard with a broken gate. He leads me behind the fence into the yard. It was a big yard, it had a small shed in the back corner, both the doors locked and bolted shut. I follow Judd behind the house to a loose wooden board. He picks it up and moves it. Revealing a small entrance.

"Ladies first." He says, gesturing me to go in the house, I roll my eyes and crawl into the entrance.

After about 10 seconds I finally manage to get inside, the holes in the roof provided just enough light for me to see, it was a mess but it was pretty. the hole led to the kitchen. It had old burnt food in it. I assume that this is the reason the house burnt down. I see a small note on the table, I walk over and pick it up.

'make sure to pick up milk from store. -mom' it had a small smiley face on it, how did this note survive a fire?

I feel someone behind me grab my shoulders as I scream. I throw my hand over my mouth as I remember that I'm here with Judd.

"Judd you asshole!" I scream at him as I playfully hit his chest. He just laughs at me.

"What were you even looking at?" He asks me as he looks at the paper on the table, I move out of the way and he picks it up. "Pick up milk?" He puts it back on the table

"How did a paper note survive a fire?" He questioned, basically reading my mind from when I had first read it.

"That's what I was wondering." He shrugs and starts walking towards the living room, one of the couches had a plastic wrap on half of it, it had dirt on the plastic part yet the part that didn't have it looked almost..

New..?