Blue Sunsets and Whiskey. - J.Birch

IxC999.

(im writing this on my phone and im at my bestfriends house high as shit rn lol so if theres any spelling mistakes im sorry😭😭)

I'm sitting out back of the school. Listening to 'IxC999' by White Ring.

I exhale my smoke from my cigarette as I look up I see Leah walking towards me. I drop my smoke on the ground, stomping it out as I do.

"Hey Molly?" She says, she stops walking once were about a foot from each other.

"What's up?" I ask back, she looks a bit awkward as she rubs the back of her neck.

"What did uh- you and my brother do at the party?" Huh? I- I thought she knew. What was happening.

"Uh- We- We just hung out, and smoked." I start rubbing the back of my neck, I bite the inside of my lip. It starts to hurt a little.

"Really?" She looks at me, her eyes look so scared for my answer. I don't want to hurt her.

"Really." I say. I try to hold back the hurt in my voice as I lie to her. I don't want to but it will hurt if I tell her the truth.

"Okay, thank you Mol!" She smiles at me as she gives me a hug. I smile back and hug her. She waves as she walks away. I go back to my bench and put my headphones back in.

I light another smoke as I check the time. It was almost time for English. Again. Fuck.

I take a hit of my smoke as I turn my phone off. I look up at the sky, it looks really bland today.

I sigh as I take another hit, after another, after another, another another. My smokes gone. I toss it on the ground and pick up my stuff. Walking to English.

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I sit in my spot, Judd's finally here today.

"Oh my god you wont believe what happened this morning Judd." I say as I walk up, the teacher shushing me up front, I shush her back.

"What happened?" He replies, making my snap my head back to him.

"Leah asked me about the party." I sit down in the seat beside me and he smiles as I do, chuckling a little.

"She asked me the same thing this morning what did you say???" He looks at me with a bit of a panicked look but he laughs it off.

"I said that we smoked together." I smile a little as he lets out the breath he was holding.

"Thank god I said the same thing!" He laughs as we talk.

"Mr Birch, Ms Platuu, if your conversation is so important why don't you take it up with the class?" He looks a bit shook as he gets called out.

"Uh no thank you." I say, "You wouldn't like it."

"Then take it out of class."

I smile as I turn to Judd, he's clearly already thinking the same thing, I grab my stuff and stand up, "Then I guess I'll be leaving." I wink at the teacher as I walk out, Judd following not to far behind me.

"Jesus fuck Molly." He rolls his eyes at me. "You're not gonna get me in shit but I already know you're so bad for me."

I smile a little as I laugh. "Can we go smoke somewhere nowww?" I plead kinda, he chuckles and nods, we start walking towards the doors, he leads me back to his car. The exact same stuff as beforehand. He hadn't cleaned out his car since we hung out. We had just been together for the past little while.

He gets in the other side as he starts packing a bowl, he hands me the bong after a few minutes and I start laughing a little when I see it.

"No way you expect me to take this." I laugh a little as I think he's joking, it had a massive piece of shatter in the middle. Keif fully surrounding it.

"If you don't want to I will." I pull the bong closer to me as he starts reaching for it.

"N-No I'll take it! I just don't have the right lighter for it." I pull my lighter out of my pocket and show him. He pulls a different one out of his pocket and hands it to me, it's a torch. Not a big-big one, but it wasn't a pussy one either.

I sigh and roll my eyes but decide to take it. I cough a little as I exhale it. It made my throat feel weird.

"Wow Molly okay." He smiles as he pats my back a little. "I wasn't actually expecting you to take it."

I laugh a little, "No wayy!" I smile as I sit up.

"You really took that?" He takes the bowl out the bong, checking it as he does. It's empty. I completely pulled it, "Jesus" He mutters under his breath.

"I thought you packed it for meee!" I cover my face as I smile, he laughs and packs another one, he clearly had enough in case I did take it.

"It's fine Molly!" He laughs before putting the bowl into the bong and taking it. He blows it at me, laughing a little after at my reaction.

He crawls over, and before I know it he's on top of me. I smile a little as he crawls on top of me, giving my cheek a kiss.

"Can I kiss you?" He asks, still in his sober state. I nod a little as I feel his lips smash against mine, I put my arms around his neck again. The feeling of that toke slowly hitting me as I start to feel like I'm melting into him.

His hands train up my outer thigh, his fingertips are cold. I shiver a little at his touch. I feel him smile against my lips as I do.

His hands finally move up to my hips, pulling me closer to him. I can feel him almost grinding against me. His eyes are looking down at me, almost filled with lust. I can't explain it but they're dark. "You're so perfect." He says. I smile a little. "T-Thank you." I respond. My voice shaky as I speak. His lips slam back into mine, he grabs my arms off his necks before pinning them above my head again. His other hand starts trailing up my side. Holding me up still as he does, my back is arched in the hottest way ever right now and I couldn't handle it. My hips started shaking a little.

He pulls away for a second. "Awww look who can't control herself anymore you slut." He smirks down at me, looking me up and down. I feel my face go hot again as I slightly bite my lip, I try to move my hands a little but I fail, his grip on me is fucking insane.

His lips go back onto his, less aggressive than before, they fade down to my neck, my collar bone, he leaves a few marks as he goes. A few moans slip out of me as he does.

My voice is shaky as I speak. "P-Please Judd." I mutter, he looks at me. An amused look on his face.

"What'd you say pretty girl?" He whispers to me.

"P-Please, I want you."

"Well god if you want me that bad why don't you prove it?"

"How?"

"I don't know, why don't you be the dirty little slut you are and figure it out?" His voice is so low as he whispers to me. It gives me shivers.

I nod as I pull him back onto me, his lips back on mine. I drag my hands down his back, digging my nails into it a little, he lets out a low groan into our kiss, he pulls away for a second, before whispering to me, "Ca-Can we have sex?" He asks, a bit awkwardly, reminding me of myself the first time I did anything.

"Yes we can." I pull him back in again, his hand moves from my hips, I hear him unzip his zipper. His hands trail back up to my waist as he grinds against me. I moan into his mouth, the smile on his face starts to form. I can feel how amused he is just from his smile.

With one movement of his hand he moves his hand down to my sweatpants, pulling them off. Revealing the black panties I had on. They weren't nice but they weren't old or anything, I feel his hand massage around my thigh a little, his hand moving closer and closer each moment.

I feel my breath become more shaky his lips are still against mine. His hand finally finds my clit, drawing small circles against it. I moan into our kiss again, the smirk on his face only growing the louder and louder I get, before he pulls away, he pulls off my shirt, kissing my stomach. His thumb is still drawing circles, I bite my lip to quiet down before I remembered that If I put on music I wouldn't have to worry about it. "J-Judd." I mutter. He looks up for a second, pausing everything in case he was making me uncomfortable.

"Put on a song please." I mutter.