khwaab

the rain

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abhimaan's pov

hearing what she was going through broke my heart , kaise itna dard seh liya meri jaan ne

she held onto me tightly and every tear that spilled from her eyes made me want to rip out each nerve from his body , i will never forgive him for making my vridha hurt so much and he will surely suffer that too very miserably

"meri jaan i will save you , you're really very strong vridha i am actually very proud of you , don't worry tumhara maan tumhe voh sabh dega jo tumhe milna chahiye , i will make sure i replace all those memories by recreating new ones"

"tumhe jaan ese hi nahi bulata , mera hissa ho tum aur agar tumhe kuch huva na toh mae reh nahi paunga vridha , mae tut jaunga"

i meant every word i said , i would go beyond and far just to make her happy , i will fight all her demons who tell her she's at fault cause she deserves every happiness in the world

vridha's pov

his arms brought me peace , each word he said to me made me feel loved and comforted, everything is so easy with him , i don't have to put an extra effort to show my feelings it just naturally flows out

mujhe apna ghar mil jata hae usme , abhimaan is the boon of my existence , and i think i am falling for him

we were still in the same position as he kept on caressing my hair whispering sweet nothings in my ear "thank you" it barely came out as an whisper but humare bich shabdh waise bhi kaha importance rakhte hae , i know he understood and thats more than enough

"thank you bolkar ese paraya na karo jaan" drawing circles on his chest as it was raining outside , it all felt perfect "tumhe kabhi unpar gussa nahi aaya?"

his question made me actually wonder , i was never angry on them i was just angry on myself and the situation

the anger of still caring about them , i was angry about how if they showed me even a slight bit of affection may it be for selfish purposes , i would feel happy , i was angry on myself cause i was trying to adjust with whatever amount of affection i got and soon it turned into pure hatred

"gussa unhi par aata hae jo apne ho par voh toh kabhi mere apne the hi nahi , aur vaise bhi gairo se kon narazgi rakhta hae" a dry chuckle left my mouth as he just kept on staring at me , i don't want to know what is going on in his mind , for the very first time i feel unconditionally loved and i won't let reality ruin that for me , atleast not in this moment

"lets go down , its raining" i loved the rain , it brought me peace , honestly abhimaan is my rain , he brings me comfort , peace and calmness.

standing up from the ground i pulled him up with me , rushing outside with his hand in mine "i don't like rain" is this man fr? how can you not like the rain????? i looked at him in disbelief

"but i love it , so we are going no arguments shush" he followed me like a little puppy and honestly he looked so cute i just wanted to squish his cheeks

"chaliye biwi jaan , aapke saamne waisi bhi koi kuch bol nahi sakta" when he said biwi jaan butterflies toh dur ki baat hae i felt like there's this whole zoo in my stomach

author's pov

standing in the middle of the garden as the rain made her saree drenched , she didn't look less gorgeous than a goddess , a huge smile lingered on her lips as she walked around the garden as the sounds of her payal paired with the melody of rain drops

she let herself free "come on" pulling him out of the shed as she laughed at the weird faces he made "yaar vridha sardi hojayegi , chalo"

absolutely ignoring him , she just wrapped her hands around his neck , while his casually rested on her waist , both of them staring at each other as the rain drops dripped from her lips

gently caressing her face abhimaan pulled her in for a kiss , their lips moved in sync as he clutched onto her tightly , this kiss was nothing like that steamy kiss they had , it was soft and gentle, it felt like they were saying the words they couldn't in this form

she def loved the rain but he? he loved her in the rain , the way she giggled as the rain drop hit her face or how she just ran around the lawn letting her little child out , he loved every bit of her

pulling apart from the kiss he looked in her eyes and said "thank you" his words made her feel confused "for what?"

"for letting me know the feeling of loving someone unconditionally"

he wanted to continue his words but no matter what , he knew it was better for both of them if he didn't, atleast not today .

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this part was like okayish and i am kinda not satisfied but okay😭😭 i had to post