My Melancholia

Paradise

I've been having the same dreams lately.
I don't know how to interpret it.
Keep asking myself,
should I give meaning to it?
But I know deep inside what this dream entails,
how these dreams may affect my future choices.
But I'm a human being;
I got tired along the way.
Stopping in this road not taken by anyone else, is it worth it?

They were all smiles when I saw them. So warm-hearted as they welcomed my presence.
They were still the same as always,
like friends having to meet each other for so long.
I feel that I don't deserve them as I was thinking of leaving them.
The 10th and 20th anniversaries I was looking forward to.
Could I give it up?
Can we grow that old for 100 years? There were good times and bad times I wish I could stand with them.
As this dream comes to an end,
I ask myself what's next if I meet them in real life?
Could the thoughts I was thinking right now be the same as the reality?
I don't know, but it will be nice to see them in real life.
They may not know me today,
but someday we will greet each other like real friends.
To laugh with them not in dreams but in real life.